♥ Sunday, November 04, 2007
My Complicate Life ♥
Todae went Jurong Bird Park with mui bf. . Opps no longer bf ler bahz. .sometimes is juz kinda hard to change wad u had used to. . but realli appreciate wad he had done for mi. . Once loved him alot. . But maybe when we are together for long, then realised that he might nt be the one i wanna spent mui entire life with. . soO we broke up after e trip to Jurong Bird Park. . at mui house. . veri peaceful. . We talk bout how we felt. . and we wishes each other happiness. . and then we both cried together. . soO stupid rite?? but we felt so much better after tt. . he say he will wait for me. . although i ask him nt too. . but he say juz for a year. . let's all depends on our fate bahz. . if we are fated to be together, no matter how many years. . no matter how long our journey we had walked. . in the end we still come back to the same circle. . to the same route. . what is meant to be yours. . it is yours. . so nothing to rush also. . hahaxAlthough we break lerz. . we are still best frens. . veri close frens. . hahax we misses each other. . we talk on the phone everyday. . we still care bout each other. . juz lyk close frens. . it doesn't sounds like as we realli break rite?? but we realli are. . is juz tt we are too open?? or too generous?? hahax break ler still can be frens wad. . one more fren is better than one more enemy isn't it?? hahax But he stills misses me so much. . i know. . everytime he thinks of me his tears juz falls from his emotional eyes. . his heart is juz too fragile to be hurt. . unable to bear. . so much to say. . but yet dunno how to express. . Once loved me soO much. . till now. . still remains the same. . i'm realli bad right?? how could i?? how could i break his heart?? how could i bear to hurt him?? how could i bear to see him cry?? Truly i am bad huhh. . i realli can't bear to do so. . but i still do so. . cuz i realli can't decieve myself. . i noe tt if i ignore my feeling. . my uncomfortable. . i'll go crazy one day. . juz felt so heartbreak. . for now wad i am able to say is Sorry. . Realli felt soO Sorry to him. . hope he will understand. . I'm Realli Sorrie. .
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