Today was a bad day for me. . DIdn't expect that to happen. . what a surprise from God ya. . haix I prayed to him. . I need Help. . I need him at the very moment. . but he wasn't there. . Felt so down. . Knowing that i shouldn't blame on God for all this happening. . Knowing that i shouldn't blame on others but myself. . For being so careless. . But still. . i can't. . i. . . all because of that particular stupid reason. . if not for that reason i might not gone through all this. . Really foolish of me ya. . Foolish Me!!! Doing all this just wanted to impress that person. . but don't think that person ever care. .It hurts so much to care tha way i do and then look at you and realise how much you don't care. . . how foolish i am still wishing something from you. . no matter is just a simple word of care or an expression at least to show that you care. . but i think is really hard ya. . cause you never ever care about me. . my heart hurts and ended up filled with full of tears. . He will never know how much i do care and worried for him. . I guess i'm just someone that is kept in some dark corner which he would never notice my presents. . no matter what. . Don't he realise how much i care?? how stupid he is. . but it doesn't matter now anymore. . i give up. . trying not to care so much. .although is hard in the beginning but i'll try. . .Labels: Just A Word Will Do. .That All Matters. .
