♥ My Complicated Life

♥ Sunday, January 20, 2008

My Complicate Life ♥

Why Do People Only Remembers You,
When They Needed Help

Why Do People Forgotten About You,
When You Needed Them .

Life Is Always Filled With Question.

People Always Seeks For Answers.

But They Never Knew,
They Themselves Is The Answers To All Questions.

I'm Glad That My Friends Do Remembers Me When They're In Need.
But I'll Still Prefer Even They Are Not.

Sometimes It Feels Hurt.

When A Friend Who Never Remembers You,
Never Contacted You For Long.

And Yet One Day She/He Does.

She/He Remembers You,
She/He Contacted you.

What Were The First Word/Sentence She/He said?

Asking About Your Well-Being?
Or Just Simply Needed Your Help?

You Will Be Glad And Feels Warm,
If She/He Asked About Your Life.

You Will Be Angry Or Sad,
If She/He Contacted You Just To Asked For Help.

But In the End You'll be Still Willing To Give A Helping Hand.

That's How Life Could Be Sometimes.
Life Is Full Of Ups And Downs.
Life Is Full Of Obtacles.

But In The End We All Have To Learn To Overcome.
In Order To Step Forward.

If There's A stone Infront Of You.

It Might Be Blocking Your Way.

Just Pick It Up.

You May Throw It Away.
You May Keep It.
And Your Journey Still Carried On.

That's The Way Of Life.

Labels: ~* That's Life *~

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7:00 AM

♥ Monday, January 14, 2008

My Complicate Life ♥

Woohz~~ What a bad day I had yesterday, quarrel with my mom for some small issues and stuffs. Seriously I don't know what's wrong with me this few days. . My mood just goes ups and downs, got frustrated with things easily. . Just doesn't feel good. . Haix What a bad person I am for these past few days. . I'm SORRY MUMMY, I'm SORRY GOD. .

I'll repent, repent from my sins. Renewing of mind. I need to change, Unless I change, I will never enter the Kingdom of Heaven. Always prepare for changes in order to progress and growth. O' GOD I'll follow you, accordance to your words. I'll honor my parents, and will be a better person from now on. .

Will not give up, will always try. Just like I won't give up on you. Will never give up on Tennis too. . Will not give up on people who I love and treasure, will not give up on Tennis because I love it too. . I shall be strong, in Heart; Mind; Soul. With you GOD, I'll be strong. . Because of you I lived. . Because of you I'm able to stand. . O' GOD I love you. . O' JESUS I love you. . So much then ever before. . Thank you So Much!!

Jesus
Beautiful Savior
GOD Of All Majesty
Risen King

Lamb Of GOD
Holy And Righteous
Blessed Redeemer
Bright Morning Star

All The Heavens Shout
Your Praise

All Creation Bow
To Worship You

How Wonderful
How Beautiful

Name Above Every Name
Exalted High

How Wonderful
How Beautiful

Jesus Your Name
Name Above Every Name
Jesus

Jesus
Beautiful Savior
God Of All Majesty
Risen King

Lamb Of GOD
Holy And Righteous
Blessed Redeemer
Bright Morning Star

All Heavens Shout
Your Praise

All Creation Bow
To Worship You

How Wonderful
How Beautiful

Name Above Every Name
Exalted High

How Wonderful
How Beautiful

Jesus Your Name
Name Above Every Name
Jesus

I will Sing Forever
Jesus I Love You
Jesus I Love You

I will Sing Forever
Jesus I Love You
Jesus I Love You

I will Sing Forever
Jesus I Love You
Jesus I Love You

How Wonderful
How Beautiful

Name Above Every Name
Exalted High

How Wonderful
How Beautiful

Jesus Your Name
Name Above Every Name
Jesus

*Love This Song!!

Went for today's service. Pastor Chen were preaching about FORGIVENESS~~ Today's service really means alot to me. . As I'm able to reflect about what had happen yesterday. Ask for forgiveness from GOD and my Mom. Really hope for their forgiveness. .

FORGIVENESS

1) Real Forgiveness Is Unconditional
2) Forgiveness Does Not Minimise The Seriousness Of The Offense
3) Forgiveness Isn't Resuming A Relationship Without Change
4) Forgiveness Isn't Forgetting What Has Happened
5) Forgiveness Isn't My Right When I Wasn't The One Hurt

We will never do something, If we never see a value on what we do.

Value Judged.

1) What's Most Important To You
2) What You Stand For
3) What You Are Willing To Pay The Price For

Life is 10% of "What Happened" & 90% of How we react to it.

Knowing that GOD has a greater plans for our life.

Let go of the past and embrace the future. =)

Labels: FORGIVENESS

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7:15 AM

♥ Saturday, January 12, 2008

My Complicate Life ♥

Back for blogging again. . Was totally de-moralized today, during the TENNIS training with Benjamin and Dennis. Today I had made alot of mistakes, my forehand and backhand was wrong, wasn't the grip, but the way I serve and return the ball. Everything just wasn't right today. I got myself blisters on my tumb too. . Just don't know what's wrong within me. . Knowing that all this mistakes shouldn't be there, but yet it just happens. Felt like crying during the training, but I controlled. Haix Will train even harder derz. . I promised that I will not made the same mistakes again. . Will improve on it derz. . Coach please bear with me alright. . I know i'm slow. . But please forgive me. . I'm SORRY!! And THANKS!! Thanks for training with me today!!

Labels: I'm A Lousy Player~

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11:22 AM

♥ Thursday, January 10, 2008

My Complicate Life ♥

Was sO tired today man!!! My whole body ache like hell sia. . Can hardly walk or even stretch lorz. . Whole body muscles ache~~~ Wanna die liao. . Tomorrow gonna practice TENNIS with Dennis. . Joyce and Nicholas might be joining too. . Hope will be FUN!! But I doubt i'll be on form tomorrow~~ Due to the pain i'm suffering now~~ Hahax But was really FUN yesterday. . Super FUNNY laz. . With Thomas and Benjamin after the training. . Hahax Overall training for yesterday was good laz. . But I deproved alot man!!! I'm so SUX at my backhand laz. . And all the strokes was wrong. . Thomas pointed out all my mistakes sia. . So Pai Sei man!! I'm SORRY!!! I'm sO SORRY that i'm not a good player. . But I'll NOT GIVE UP!!! I'll try even harder. . Train even harder!! I will!! Starting from tomorrow, will push myself even further this year. . Will CONCENTRATE more and TRAIN HARDER!!! Must be CONFIDENT!! I CAN DO IT!! EVANGELINE JIA YOU!! JIA YOU!! Hahax

Labels: Body Ache~~

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12:03 PM

♥ Tuesday, January 08, 2008

My Complicate Life ♥

Morning Morning!! Such an early morning man!! Just like during the camp~~ School starts at 8.00 a.m. and I was late!!! Late for half an hour laz. . Hahax But I'm not the only one, Jian Zhi was in the same bus as me too!! So obviously he's the one who is late with me. . Hahax As least have someone to accompany. . Hahax

Not really tired this morning, kinda start my day well~ But wasn't happy with my breakfast. . It might be too early for bakers?? Cause the bread I always used to eat wasn't ready yet!!! So SAD laz~~ My mom get a Lotus Paste Bun for me. . I don't really like buns laz. . But is still alright with me laz. . I WANT MY BREAD!!! loLz i'm a Bread Lover and a CHOCOLATE Lover too!!! I can take BREAD for all my meals. . Hahax Will I slim down like that?? Or grow fatter instead?? Hahax not sure~ Hope Not. . Hahax

Doing nothing now. . All slacking around, chatting with friends. . No lessons. . Damn bored laz. . Didin't really chat wirh others also. . Rather be alone actually. . Hahax That's why i'm here blogging. . Hahax Today end school at 1.00 p.m, BUT gotta head to SUN COT later as usual~~ ITE COLLEGE EAST is my home man!!! Stay In school, Sleep In school~~~ OMG!! Staying In school FOREVER!!! I'm STUCK!! loLz

Labels: School Re-Open

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1:14 AM

♥ Sunday, January 06, 2008

My Complicate Life ♥

Yoz Hoz!!! I'M BACK!!! HAHAHAHAHAHX Back from my Service-Learning camp organised by TOUCH Youth. Just camp back not long ago. . After a bath wasn't sleepy like the others, switched on my computer right away. . Hahax Others were all sleeping like a PIG now!!! Hahax Wondering did anyone misses me while I wasn't around. . Hahax YES, there is people. . And they are?? My DADDY MUMMY and my beloved BROTHER!!! Hahax When he says he misses me, I was like SO TOUCH!!! Love them man. . When I got home, my mum give me a KISS on my cheek and says she misses me too. . Hahax SO SWEET right?? Hahax LOVE MY FAMILY!!! =D Hehex

Overall the camp was GOOD!! This camp wouldn't be FUN without these people around. . Which are?? All the mentors!! Especially our group mentor Pei Lin!!! She ROCKS MAN!! And all the leaders!! Which is everyone of US!! Especially my GROUP --> Elizabeth, Chiu Rei, Ka Yan, Rudy, Jia Hao, Nico, Kalu and Felix. Really FUN working with them. . They are really great leaders!!! Learn alot from them too. . I'm sure after this camp everyone will really grow. . Be it knowledge and mindset. . I'm glad that I was there. . Really I do. . Really wanna thank GOD for that too. . Thanks O' GOD!!! Thank You Everyone!!! Thank You to all my Friends. . Thank You to all the Leaders of my Group!!! Hehex

The camp was FUN and Interesting. . Gain alot of knowledge and experiences. . Got alot of funny stuffs that had happen during the camp. . Alot to to tell. . But if I goona tell you guys all. . My blog will be damn long laz. . hahax If wanna know more about the camp can ask me in MSN or call me. . hahax Shall end here. . Will update more often now. . Sorry to those who reads my blog. . hahax

Labels: TOUCH Youth Service-Learning Camp

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