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That Piiggy


That every time he looks at me
I melt away, why?
Is it because he’s charming?
Because he’s cute?
Because he doesn’t realize how much he means to me?

Evangeline aKa Kumiko
Age Of 21
Cancer
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It takes me years to know that you are playing hide-and-seek with me
I don't know why
But without you i won't survive

GOD!!
Chocolate!!
Tennis!!
That Extraodinary Someone


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Monday, March 31, 2008

My Complicate Life ♥

Its been quite some time since my last update I guess.
Am I busy??
Or just simply too lazy??
Isn't so. . .

I have a lot to say.
A lot to share.
A lot to express.
But I know I can't do it here.
Or I just wanted to keep it to my inner self.

A lot had happened recently in my life.
Relationship (Family)??
Exams??
Myself??

I don't know anymore.

Still Trying. .
Trying my best. .
To be a better person. .
That pleases my parents, myself and my Almighty Lord.

It's never easy.
Facing difficulties everywhere I go.
Every route I took.
Every decision I made.

Always wondering why. .
Why is that so. .
Why am I like this. .
What's wrong with me. .
Who I really am. . To you. . You people. .
How am I suppose to carry on. .
How can I tell what's right and what's wrong. .
True or False. .
I don't know. .

I'm in the midst of nowhere. .
Everything seems blurrish. .
What's the next step??

O' Heavenly Father, Guide Me
I Need You
Stand In Faith

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Saturday, March 22, 2008

My Complicate Life ♥

I'm Back!!
Back from my EMO week.

Guess what day is today??
Is GOOD FRIDAY!!
Bless Be With All My Family & Friends.

I'm looking forward to Sunday!!
Will be playing Tennis with Joyce.
Benjamin might be coming for his self-training.
Thomas, not sure.

I'm kinda bored right now. .
Still thinking about the ZOO trip with Benjamin.
Will be spending the whole day in ZOO.
Will take lots of photos I guess.
Will bring my All Times Favourite too.
Hahax

Just hope that it will be fun.
And Nothing goes wrong on that day or before.
GOD Bless Me.
Amen.

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Monday, March 17, 2008

My Complicate Life ♥

Life is full of obstacles.
Life is full of ups and downs.

That's my life, unfortunately.

Walking on a journey with obstacles keep haunting.
Feelings of up and downs like sea waves.
Tearing everyday.
Tears like the flowing river.
Never stops flowing ever.
Full of sorrows.
Full of pains.
Heart bleeding.
Physically weak.
Mentally fatigued.
Tired, weary.

Will There Be An Ending For All These??

I don't know.
I can't tell.
I can't predict.

Only GOD knows.
Only GOD have the answers.
The answers to my heart.

How am I gonna survive without you, O' GOD.
I Love You O' GOD.
I Need You O'GOD.
Lift Me Up With Your Holy Hands.
Strengthen Me With Your Power.
Teach Me O' GOD.
Guide Me O' GOD.
To Be A Better Person.
That Will Please You.
O' Lord.

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Sunday, March 16, 2008

My Complicate Life ♥

Yesterday was kinda fun laz. . After SUN COT thinge, when to meet Thomas & Benjamin.
Went Simei East Point for dinner, Burger King.
I had the Hershey's Sundae Pie.
My favourite Dessert!!
Hahax

After Dinner, Benjamin and I walk with Thomas to Changi General Hospital.
He went to visit his grandmother.
After that Benjamin and I went home.
Was already quite late. About 8 plus when we reach Bedok Interchange.
That Mr. Gentleman, again, wait with me till my bus arrived.
Ask him not to wait with me, then he still insist to wait.
Stubborn laz!! He will be reaching home damn late I guess.
Hahax
Benjamin the Mr. Gentleman!!
Hahax.

Now having my lunch, leaving house soon!! About 3.15??
Heading to school, Playing Tennis with Joyce and Thomas.
Hope my feet and fingers doesn't gives me any pain today.
My feet hurts now man!!
Hope everything will be going fine later.
GOD Bless me!!
Amen.

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Friday, March 14, 2008

My Complicate Life ♥

Back from school!!
Kind of tired though,
but still have some work to do before getting some rest.

Was rather down this few days,
knowing that I have to burn my holidays again!!
For the past two years, and this is the THIRD year!!

Having three competitions on the go.
Just like a roller coaster,
pace getting faster and faster.
One seat following another.

How am I gonna survive??
But Somehow I know I can. .
Already had gone through all this for the past years.
Immune.
I can do it!! (Benjamin's Line =p)

Just rather sad, have plans for my holidays.
But have changes due to my competitions.

:t My actual plan was t:

-Trip To The ZOO with Benjamin-
-Catch A Movie "The Water Horse" with Benjamin-
-Seoul Garden with Thomas & Benjamin-
-Cycling with Thomas & Benjamin-

All During Weekdays. But NOW, due to my competitions I have to spend my holidays in school.
Every weekdays!! Might include my Saturdays even.

t: My New Plan :t

-Try To Sneak Out For A Weekday, Hopefully Tuesday, Trip To The ZOO with Benjamin-
-Catch A Movie "The Spiderwick Chronicles" with Thomas & Benjamin-
-Seoul Garden with Thomas & Benjamin-
-Cycling with Thomas & Benjamin-

All During Weekends, Sundays, Except The ZOO. Hahax
Hope i'll be able to enjoy myself for the above.
Hope nothing goes wrong.

GOD Bless Me!!
Amen!!


Went home with Benjamin today, was raining all day long, for days.
Benjamin don't feel like going home, so he waited for me.
After my SUN COT thinge then we went home together.
As usual, he will wait till my bus arrive then he go home.
Hahax
He's a GENTLEMAN!!
A rare one now a days.
Hahax

Just called Thomas, he really scared me till hell sia. . He told me, he's in the hospital now.
I was like, OMG!! What happen to him and stuffs.
Then he lied to me and told me his shoulder bleed after he fell. And still wanted to play Tennis tomorrow.
I didn't know is a lie, i even ask scold him not to play, still wanted to ask Benjamin not to play with him tomorrow.
In the end he say bluff me derz. . WTH!!
I'm like so worried for him laz. .
How can he always joke around!! errgghhh!!

But he was really in the hospital, is about her grandmother.
Admitted today, he says is a serious case.
Felt bad and worried after the news.
I said GOD Bless Her(Grandmother) and told Thomas to take good care of her.
Just have to pray hard.
Her grandmother will get well soon.
With GOD's blessing!!

O' Heavenly Father, May You Be With Thomas's Grandmother.
May The Holy Spirit Touches Her, Heals Her.
O' GOD May You Strengthen Her With Your Power.
O' GOD Bless Her.
Bless Her With Her Health.
May She Get well Soon With Your Blessings.
Amen!!

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11:45 AM






My Complicate Life ♥

A boy was watching his grandmother write a letter.

At one point, he asked: "Are you writing a story about what we've done?", "Is it a story about me?"

His grandmother stopped writing her letter and said to her grandson: "I am writing about you, actually but more important than the words is the pencil i'm using."
"I hope you will be like this pencil when you grow up."

Intrigued, the boy looked at the pencil.

"It didnt seem very special."
"But its just like any pencil i've ever seen!''

That depends on how you look at things.

It has five qualities which, if u manage to hang on to them, will make you a person who is always at peace with the world.

'First quality: You are capable of great things,but you must never forget there is a hand guiding your steps.
we call that hand God, and he always guides us according to his will.

'Second quality: Now and then, I have to stop writing and use a sharpener.
That makes the pencil suffer a little, but afterwards, he's much sharper.
so you, too, must learn to bear certain pains and sorrows, because they will make u a better person.

'Third quality: The pencil always allow us to use an eraser to rub out any mistakes.
This means that correcting something we did is not necessarily a bad thing; it helps to keep us on the road to justice.

'Fourth quality: What really matters in a pencil is not its wooden exterior, but the graphite inside.
So always pay attention to what is happening inside you.

'Finally, the pencil's Fifth quality: It always leaves a mark.
In just the same way, you should know that everything you do in life will leave a mark, so try to be concious of that in your every action.

This is an excerpt from the book 'like the flowing river' by paolo coelho. its a collection of short stories

This is something I found on one of my friends blog, is something meaningful, message that we should learn from and applies in our lifes.

Hope you people enjoy and do learn something after reading.

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2:34 AM




Monday, March 03, 2008

My Complicate Life ♥

Back from Kallang Squash & Tennis Centre!!
Today was a bad day with bad weather and bad luck.
Why so??

1st--->>> Everyone were late except me. I'm the earliest!!
2nd--->>> Rainny Day, Kept raining and raining.
Lastly--->>> I slide and FALL!! And Cried~~

So that's exactly my day!! What a pathetic day I had today. Haix

Woke up early to meet Huda at 9.30 a.m at Bedok Interchange. Reach there on time, waited for more then half an hour. Still no signs of Huda, called her like hell, never pick up. In the end called Joanne, and she called Huda's house. Guess what?? She's still sleeping!!!! When she's supposed to meet me at 9.30 a.m!! And she's the lastest to reach kallang, obviously~

In the end I went there alone. Waited for like another 15 minutes for Joanne and Denise at Kallang McDonalds. Wait for them to finish their breakfast. When we are all done, Huda reaches the centre, we decided to make a moveto meet her there. And guess what?? It started to rain!!
So we wait for the rain to stop but it ain't so!! Kept waiting and waiting for the whole day laz. .
I'm super sick of waiting man!!

So we just walk under the rain, then went to the centre to meet Huda. And waited till 1.15 p.m then we start playing. The rain stopped for awhile, but in the end it rains again, and stopped and rains again. Getting heavier and heavier each time. So irritating laz!!

Play for like less then 15 minutes, the court is wet, slippery. And I slide and FALL!!
Fall backwards, head bounce onto the floor with great impact!! Super Duper PAIN!!
Kept crying, felt giddy and headache!! Even now!! Oh GOD!! Bless me!!
Think I got a slight fever right now~ Oh GOD Bless me!!

I'm tired!! Painful!! Giddiness!! Headache!! Dying!!

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