Boredom
Spending my weekends just like this??
Simply rot at home
Doing nothing
Watching TV the whole day
Eyes on the computer screen
Fingers never stop typing
Suddenly felt like this, feelings that unable to define.
Life became so meaningless, doing the same old thing everyday.
Is this what I want??
Is there anything I can do??
Is this a curse??
I seriously felt so helpless, clueless.
What I can do is just to pray, continue praying.
Till I sees the signs.
Signs from Him.
I know He's there.
He's there to guide me.
He's there to listen to my prayers.
He filled me.
My whole.
I love Him.
But He loves me even more than ever.
Is Him, always Him.
That I'm able to rely on, depend on.
He knows me all, inside out.
Ever try to deceive myself at times, but there's one thing I know.
That is, I can never deceive Him.
And I will never want to.
Willing to give my all in all.
Only for Him, My Lord.
We have been taught to believe that negative equals realistic and positive equals unrealistic.-Susan Jeffery-Labels: At Aunt's House now~ Rotting
