Please Speak
Gossips, truth, lies
Are in fact very frightening
Like sweet dreams, all are flattering, but the truth is left behind
Though words could be true or false
Feelings are hard to beautify and deceive
Passionate words, if lacking honesty, are just rubbish
Hope, hope you will not get hurt
Hope you will not get hurt
Hope you will not get hurt again
What I could say, I will say
Say it, I will say it
Please don't randomly guess and be wounded
If your heart feels secure and won't mind me, I will say everything
Please, please do not wait
Please do not wait
Please, please stop waiting
What you could say, please say it
Till the end you must say
Don't let me lose hope again.
With my heart, I block all lies
With my heart, I say everything
Dreams are best kept in the heart
Feelings need not be announced
Cruel words should not become, truth has its heirarchy
Hope as high as the stars
Pray to speak from the heart
If forever obsured by fog, true love can't be seen.
The above is a cantonese song from a Hongkong Drama that I like. I like the lyrics, so I translated it to english.
The drama was really touching, emotional, it really relates into the realistic world.
I also don't know why, this song just suddenly came into my mind.
So decided to post it.
Boredom
Simply doing nothing at home.
Reading the papers, scanning my PC and External hardisk if you consider that's something that I'm actually doing for the whole afternoon?
Still thinking what will I be doing tomorrow.
Will my parents bring us out??
Even so I guess it won't be something interesting.
Have to stop all my social activities from now on, or rather minimize it to the minimum??
Mr. Adam message me an sms today, "Better concentrate on the competition and your studies rather than social matters! You're not in Mass Com. Course. Getting into Poly is your main aim."
I do agree with him about it. I knew myself. I've been slacking for really quite sometime. Wasn't able to concentrate in my studies and for the competitions I'm working on right now as well.
I've been playful recently i guess, wanted to sneak out whenever I can. Wanted to enjoy myself as much as I can.
Am I trying to be rebellious??
I don't know.
Just have this feeling of doing something different.
Different from before.
But it seems that the outcome wasn't really satisfying.
And I ended up with bad results.
Is that worth while??
Is it too late to regret now??
What had done, cannot be undone.
I didn't regret.
Because I think is really a good lesson for me to learn.
We only live once and it is better to have tried and failed than never to have tried at all.
It might be a good experience.
But don't always try the same thing again.
It won't do any help.
It won't do you good.
But worsen it.
I came out with a conclusion.
Having Fun should be keep till weekends.
Being serious at work at all times from Monday to Friday.
Saturday might do some workout to brighten up my day.
Will that work??
I don't hope.
But is a MUST.
So I better wake up.
I have to.
I'm not gonna ruin my future because of my childishness, foolishness, rebellious and stupidness.
I can't allow that to happen too.
EVANGELINE WAKE UP!!
STOP DREAMING!!
NO MORE NONSENSE!!
- It's time to get myself refocused on who am I alone, as an individual. -
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