I felt so screw up.
I don't understand.
Or I just don't want to know.
No longer know.
What's on my mind.
Where's my heart.
I don't know.
No longer know.
Felt so far away.
Who am I.
I really don't know.
No longer know.
So far away.
From me, myself and I.
Originality of me.
Unable to seek.
Where am I now.
I don't know.
Feelings hidden deep inside.
Inside of nowhere.
Faking.
A smile.
A laugh.
Facial expression.
Lost of self.
Tearing.
Floods my whole.
Whole Life.
Whole Self.
Whole Mind.
Whole Heart.
Is there an end.
Is there a door.
For me to walk out this miserable state.
Am tired.
Unable to stand any longer.
Am done.
I surrender.
Je veux juste être heureux. Cela difficile ?
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