♥ My Complicated Life

♥ Wednesday, December 31, 2008

My Complicate Life ♥

" Blessed are the poor in spirit, For theirs is the kingdom of heaven.

Blessed are those who mourn, For they shall be comforted.

Blessed are the meek, For they shall inherit the earth.

Blessed are those who hunger and thirst for righteousness, For they shall be filled.

Blessed are the merciful, For they shall obtain mercy.

Blessed are the pure in heart, For they shall see GOD.

Blessed are the peacemakers, For they shall be called sons of GOD.

Blessed are those who are persecuted for righteousness' sake, For theirs is the kingdom of heaven.

♥ My World My Life

4:17 PM

♥ Monday, December 29, 2008

My Complicate Life ♥

Gonna do a simple test.
Is kinda stupid~~

1. The person who tagged you is?
খ Hmmm.... Gunawan??

2. Your relationship with him?
খ Ehhhh... Friend of course~~

3. Your 5 impression of him?
খ Hmmmm...... Good question, need to think about it.
খ Smart, but never smarter than me. Opps =X
খ Loves chocolates like I do.
খ Funny?? Sometimes....
খ Hardworking?? I'm super lazy!!!
খ Caring?? Yes, he is.... Irritating?? Most of the time....
ermmm.... Hope I don't recieve complains later on.... =P

4. The most memorable thing he had done for you?
খ A Top Secret Project

5. The most memorable thing he had said to you?
খ Hmmm..... Did he say anything?? Can't remember...
খ I do remember I owe him lots of promise.... Hahahax

6. If he becomes your lover, you will?
খ Ehhhhh.... here comes the sensitive one...
খ No Comments. =X

7. If he becomes your enemy, you will?
খ I hope not....
খ If he happens to be... then......
খ He's gonna be real dead!!!!!

10. What is it that you want to tell him now?
খ Secret?? That's what I always say to him. =P

11. Your overall impression of him?
খ Hmmm... Rating 3 ˜˜˜
Don't know him well yet.

12. How do you think people around you feel about you?
খ This is for them to answer.
I don't know about that.
Hahax

13. The characters you hate of yourself are?
খ Laziness??

14. The characters you love yourself are?
খ Not sure.....

15. The most ideal person you want to be is???
খ Hmmmm.....
খ A career women
খ A good wife
খ A good mother
খ A good grandmother
খ A good great grandmother.
খ A soul in peace.

16.For people who care and like you, say something to them.
খ Thanks for everything. You're appreciated. ☺

17. Pass this quiz to 10 people who you wish to know how they feel about you.
1) Lie Gunawan??
2) My dearest cousins, Cindy and
3) Stephanie??
4) Ka Yan??
5) Hmmm... Who else?? Elizabeth??
6) Alan?? He's the same kind though....
7) Thomas??
8) Huisa??
9) Yan Wei??
10) Ehhhh... Last one!! Let me think.... Who else?? My Brother then.... loLz

18.who is no.6 having relationship with?
খ Sad to say... He's still single... hahahax =X

19. Is no.9 a male or female?
খ A male of course.... But definitely not a gay... Hahax

20. If no.7 and 10 are tgt, will it be a good thing?
খ Oh NO WAY!!!! Both of them are not GAYS!!

21. what is no.2 studying about?
খ The course, Hospitality.

22. when was the last time you had a chat with no.3?
খ Two days ago??

23. what kind of music band does no. 8 like?
খ Ehhhh... Not so sure... All genres, except heavy metal and techno if i'm not wrong.

24. does no.1 have any siblings?
খ Yup.... Now I remembered.... Two sisters. Hehex...

25. will you woo no. 3?
খ Oh... She's my all times darling!!!

26. how about no. 7?
খ Nah..... I'll never!!! He got a sweet girlfriend. A lucky guy.

27. is number 4 single?
খ Yes, currently.

28.what is the surname of no.5?
খ Oh... My another darling!!! Is Lee... Elizabeth Lee.

29.what's the hobby of number 10?
খ Basketball??

30. does no. 5 and 9 get along well?
খ They don't really know each other...

31.where is number 2 studying at?
খ Temasek Polytechnic

32. talk something about no. 1
খ Hmmm..... Is a secret!!! =P

33. have you tried devolping feelings for no. 8?
খ Nah..... I'm not a lesbian..

34. where does no. 9 live?
খ Ehhh.... Serangoon?? Shooo~~ Almost forgotten. =X

35. what colour does no.4 like?
খ Dark colors. If i'm not wrong?? =X

36. are no.1 and 5 best friends?
খ Nope... They are strangers.

37. does no.1 have any pets?
খ Not sure.. Think none. If he do have one, it could be dead. Hahax =P

38. is no. 7 the sexiest person in the world?
খ Hmmmm..... Not to me... Maybe he think he is...

39. what is no. 10 doing now?
খ Working ??

~~~~~+*+~~~~~+*+~~~~~+*+~~~~~Done~~~~~+*+~~~~~+*+~~~~~+*+~~~~~

OMG!!! The test is damn long man!!!

Almost wanna faint~~~

loLz

♥ My World My Life

3:55 PM

♥ Saturday, December 27, 2008

My Complicate Life ♥

One day ago, one day after.

Just one day ago I felt....

So helpless.

So depress.

So tired.

Yet one day later, which is today.

Just a day after I felt....

Differently...

With a little more hope.

A little more love.

And even more faith.

What a wonderful day with a great movie.

I watched a 2003 movie, How To Lose A Guy In 10 Days.

Though I watched it once, but I still loved to watch it again.

The movie just lift me up.

I felt much better after a movie.

GOD Bless Me.

Amen!!!

♥ My World My Life

8:48 PM

♥ Wednesday, December 24, 2008

My Complicate Life ♥

10 more hours.

Yes, 10 more hours.

10 more hours to Christmas.

Why do people celebrate Christmas?

Do people knows the real meaning of Christmas?

2000 years ago, God gave his only begotted son.

His only most precious son as a gift for mankind to become a sacrifice for our sins.

Jesus is the reason for Christmas.

25 December was the date Jesus came to earth.

That's tomorrow!!!

What a wonderful day!!!

Will be in church in the afternoon to celebrate Jesus Birthday.

Our church will be having a drama, Save The World Operation!!!

I'm really looking forward to it!!

♥ My World My Life

2:11 PM

♥ Tuesday, December 23, 2008

My Complicate Life ♥

A Foot Distance

Sometimes it's just a step away.

To reach me.

To touch me.

A step away to the truth.

One step more, one step less.

Results will never the same.

Once, I was with someone.

You saw me.

You look at him and me.

You stood there with worried eyes.

You and I knew.

Knew that our feelings for each other deep inside.

Yet you just stood still there.

Just a minute, a step backward, you turn away.

Walk out of my sight, the feelings sunk to the bottom of my heart..

Just a foot distance, yet we seems so far.

Just a foot distance, to touch my heart, yet you turn away.

Just a minute of courage, yet you just walk away.

Just a minute of silent, you drown me.

Just a foot distance away....

A foot distance....

♥ My World My Life

8:13 PM

♥ Monday, December 22, 2008

My Complicate Life ♥

If You. . . .

If you were me, what will you do?

If you were me, how would you feel?

If you were me, how would you live?

Only if you were me.

Only if you knows me.

Only if you love me.

If, why this If sounds so deep.

So far, unable to even go near.

If your love is just that way, don't come closer.

The closer you and me, the deeper hurt I received.

Don't come closer.

Don't come closer please.

If this love story were filled with If...

I wish it will have an ending.

Only with an ending, there will no longer an If.

Our love is just an mystery.

Just like a maze.

Hard to find, unable to reach one another.

If an angel comes, granted me a wish.

I will wish for a small place, a small corner....

Just you and me.

Only that, we will not lose one another.

Only that, our love won't turn to ashes.

If is just you and me.

Our love will not vanished.

If is just you and me.

♥ My World My Life

8:33 PM

♥ Sunday, December 21, 2008

My Complicate Life ♥

Yo Hoz!!!!!!!!!

I am feeling great.

I am feeling happy.

I am feeling good.

I am feeling touch.

I am feeling grateful.

I am feeling GOD!!!

I Praise You Lord!!

I Love You GOD!!

I Love You JESUS!!

I Love today's candlelight service!!

All rather i enjoy every service through this years.

I love City Harvest Church!!

I am filled of Love today.

Love from everyone.

Love from my family.

Love from my friends.

Love from the pastors.

The most importantly.

Love from GOD.

Love from JESUS.

I Love You All Too!!!

Today I brought Yi Feng along for the service.

I am really happy that he enjoys the whole service.

Thanks GOD for everything.

I pray that, this christmas, everyone will be blessed in God's kingdom.

♥ My World My Life

7:51 PM

♥ Saturday, December 20, 2008

My Complicate Life ♥

Huufffffffffffff~~~~~

Am tired..

Just came back from the musical.

It turns out pretty okie~~

It wasn't a big church...

Everyone were very friendly there.

Makes me feel warm.

Tomorrow will be going for my own church service, the CandleLight Services!!!!

Always my favourite!!

I love my church, City Harvest!!

But before the early morning service, will be going for blood donation which is a super early morning.

Hahahax

I hope everything will turns out fine tomorrow..

I miss all the people there.

Thank GOD for everything I have now.

My family, the friends, the happenings in my life, the blessings, all and all.

Thank you O' GOD for everything.

Thanks for being in my life.

Thanks for your love.

Thanks for blessing my family and I each and everyday.

I Love You, O' GOD.

Amen!!!

♥ My World My Life

10:54 PM

♥ Friday, December 19, 2008

My Complicate Life ♥

Tomorrow. . .

Yes, is tomorrow.....

20 December. . . . . . .

Will be going for a musical organized by Zion Presbyterian Church.

Is the church that my friend, Yan Wei goes to.

Will be going with Yan Wei of course, and one other friend Yi Feng.

Two guys one girl??

Cool isn't it??

My bodyguards??!!

Hahahax

Hope is not awkward for both of them, they don't know each other.

Friends always starts with communication isn't it??

I'll make sure they talk like nobody business.

Hahahax

Hope it will be fun tomorrow.

Really can't wait to watch the musical!!!

Wonder what message will i received from God there....??

Miss Misss~~~

♥ My World My Life

6:38 PM

♥ Thursday, December 18, 2008

My Complicate Life ♥

What a wet day~

Why is that so??

I think my room is flooded.

Flooded with??

With all my tears!!

Was touched by one of my friend's work.

Watched Miss No Good, a taiwanese drama.

I feel really emotional while watching this drama.

Every scene, every expression... just irritates my watery eyes.

And guess what??

I'm gonna watch the final episode!!

I hope I won''t flood my house.

Opps =X

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8:35 PM

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My Complicate Life ♥

Some people complain that God has put thorns on roses,

While others praise God for putting roses among thorns.

The view point is very deep.

What view point we take at any point in our life,

Decides our thoughts, actions and our destiny.

♥ My World My Life

1:57 PM

♥ Wednesday, December 17, 2008

My Complicate Life ♥

What lies behind us,

What lies before us,

Are tiny matters compared to,

What lies WITHIN US.

-Ralph Waldo Emerson

♥ My World My Life

9:20 PM