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♥ That every time he looks at me ♥
♥ I melt away, why? ♥
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♥ Evangeline aKa Kumiko
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♥ Friday, January 23, 2009

My Complicate Life ♥

A little tired, after filming and stuffs.
Left school around 4 p.m. Went down to Raffles City with Kayan and Yifeng.
Shop around and found some interesting stuffs. Already know what to get for Mr. Adam and Kayan. As Kayan's birthday is round the corner and Adam's birthday is the same month as mine!!!
Hehehehehex

After some window shopping, we settle down at the some food court, can't recall the actual name.
Discuss on some stuffs... Topic on Music related. Not gonna reveal any. Secrets!!!
Sat there for an hour plus, received Adam's call, went to meet him at Funan IT Mall, get a Targus backpack from there, a gift from Adam then we have our dinner at the mall.

Really have to thanks Adam for this gift, an expensive and precious gift.
I really like it a lot. Really appreciate that.
I thank GOD for answering my prayers and blessing Adam.
May he stay happy and healthy always.
GOD Bless him.



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♥ Wednesday, January 21, 2009

My Complicate Life ♥

Yeppie yeppie yeppie Wooooo~~~
So cool so cool!!!
My precious notebook finally arrived!!!
Beautiful baby. Yes.. It is my baby now....
Hehex
Can't describe how I felt right now..
The excitement and all... I really thank GOD for everything.
Thank GOD for this baby.
Thank GOD for blessing me. Though O'GOD you put me in difficult situations sometimes.
I know. I know you wanna test me.
Sometimes I have let you down.
Sometimes I have dissapoint you.
Yet, O'GOD you still love me so much.
Yet, O'GOD you still blessed me so much.
I have no more complains.
I have no more doubts.
You're my all in all.
My GOD forever.
My Father forever.
Thank you O'GOD.
For everything.
I believe.
Yes, I believe.
In you I believe.



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♥ Friday, January 16, 2009

My Complicate Life ♥

I am feeling good today.
Heart melts away today.
Touches me so much. So much....
O' GOD is you. Is always you that melts my heart.
O' GOD is you. Is all about you everyday.
I am worthy before you?? Am I really worthy for you almighty love??
I always felt so bad, so ashamed of myself before you O' Lord.
When the times, I sin.
When the times, I displeased you.
When the times, I did something that I shouldn't.
Yet, O'GOD you so love me.
Even for all the wrongs things that I did.
Even for my thoughts, my actions, my words.
You forgive me all.
You still answers to my prayers.
You still love me as before, and even more.
O'GOD you made me so fruitful each year.
You made me want to make our relationship grow even stronger.
Stronger than before.
GOD of my forever.
My Father forever.
Thank you O'GOD for everything today.
I have seen it.
Your greatest work.
Your power.
Your miracles in my life.
I seen it all.... Today.....
Really... O'GOD. You touches me today..
So much that I can't leave you anymore....
I will walk with you O'GOD.
I will Stand with you O'GOD.
Never will I forsake you.
Never will I sin against you again.
Never will I displeased you again.
I will do my very best to be the one that pleases you O'GOD.
Because of you I live.
Because of you I breath.
Because of you I am different.
Because of you I am a better person than before.
Is you O'GOD.
Is always you O'GOD.
I Love You O'GOD.



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♥ Thursday, January 15, 2009

My Complicate Life ♥

Recently been busy with my filming project.
Making of models, camera angle shots etc.
Making of models is really tough and time consuming.
Have not yet finish making those models that is needed for my film.
Hope it can be done by Tuesday.
6 days more. Seems so long......
My notebook will only arrive in 6 days time.
Can't wait man.... Just have to be a little a patient.

This feel days just felt so abnormal. So unlike me.
Even during lessons, felt so empty, or maybe I am just bored of doing nothing.
Trying to make myself more occupied. Still.... don't know what else to do.
Although I know there's something that I should do, that I can do.
Yet, I just don't feel like to.
Just like something is pulling me away.
Pulling me away from doing what I am supposed to do.
Sometimes I just wonder.
Wonder what's within me, who is in me.
The one that I never know. The one that I have been seeking to find out.
I used to dazed all the time.
A blank mind.
A pair weary eyes.
Right now...... I....
I really don't know.....
Pretending to be happy, smiling in disguise.
Yet don't even know how I really felt deep inside me.
Is mysterious.
So mysterious.
Only GOD knows about me.
Only he knows, from inside out of me.
Even as GOD had know me so well.
Is there still a need for me to find out??......





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♥ Sunday, January 11, 2009

My Complicate Life ♥

I am really tired today.
Slept at 3.45 a.m. Woke up at 6 a.m this morning.
Rush back home from my cousin's place.
Get prepared for church service.
Today service was really amazing. really great.
So much that I realized.....
So much that I felt.....
So much that I am touched and felt so sorry.
Is all about honor today.
Rev. John Bevere preaches good words today on honor.
I cried, when I prayed.
I cried when I sing.
All because I realized the mistakes I made in the past.
Have been trying hard to change it.
Though I know it takes not just a day or two, but really a long time and with strong determinations.
Still I will not give up, no matter what circumstances.
No matter how the difficult situations is, I will still stand with you,.
I will still walk with you, Jesus.
I will keep on going, changing to the better.
A person that will be pleasing before the LORD.
O' Jesus, help me.
I need you.
I need you.
Bless me with the strength.
Strength of determination.
Strength of courage.
Strength of perserverance.
Bless me my LORD.



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♥ Saturday, January 10, 2009

My Complicate Life ♥

A little tired.
A little more of..... Ridiculous.
Very much of excitement.
Hmmmm...... Mainly because I just purchase a notebook.
Is the newest model in DELL and the specifications are really good.
Spent a bomb man!!
But am satisfied, is really cool!!!
The model I get is DELL Studio XPS 16". I customized it, with a better specifications.
Due to the customizations, I have to wait for 10 days to get my notebook ready and deliver to my house.
Can't wait to touch and feel it man!!
GOD really blessed me today.
I was praying that, today, everything will be going fine, smoothly and I will not make any wrong decision on purchasing things.
Though today, did get pissed off by my dad, but still I am being blessed with the notebook part.
Of course not forget to thank three person, who went with me, helping me with the notebook part.
I love to listen to others advise and, then decides on my own after that.
Really have to thank them for their accompany, did have fun during the evening.
Am satisfied, am blessed, am grateful.
Thank you O' GOD for everything.
Things that happen in my life.
Prayers that you O' GOD had answered.
Blessings that you O' GOD had given.
The mighty love from you O' GOD.
I am so blessed.
From the first day, I get to know you, O' GOD.
From the day, I get to know your only son, Jesus Christ.
From the day, I receive salvation.
Yes, O' GOD.
Yes, O' GOD.
You made me alive.
You made me beautifully.
You made me to change, to a better person from before.
Is you, yes, it is you. O' GOD.
I give you all. O' GOD
My life, my heart, my soul.
I give it all to you, O' GOD.
Because you're worthy. You're worthy.
You're the my light. O' GOD.
You're my everything. O' GOD.
Of all, I put you first, O' GOD.
I Love You, O' GOD.
Yes, I do. . . . .



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♥ Wednesday, January 07, 2009

My Complicate Life ♥

I am tired.
Really tired.
Felt so exhausted. Felt so weak.

Today, in school I happen to read some comments on Pastor Kong's facebook profile.
Is like a mini forum, with the topic "Is He Real?"

I was really dishearten when I read it. I was also very touched when I read it.
Because I know. I know. I know my GOD.
I felt hurt when i read it. seeing people criticizing, seeing people against GOD, against christianity.
I felt so bad. so hurt.
Seeing people using those hurtful words.
Seeing people hating GOD.
I really felt so dishearten.

I am also touched.
so touched that I almost tear in class.
Touched by a person.
Who really walk with GOD.
Every word he reply to those people who criticize, who is against GOD.
Touches me deeply.
The patience he had, the grace he had for the others, the forgiveness to others.
He is really a person that we people, we christian should be proud of.
A role model. a teacher that we should learn from.

I always felt so emotional, so touched when hearing this song, singing this song.

When the stage is bare tonight
There’s no one else
Just You and me
When the curtains close behind
There’s no pretense
I’m on my knees

I will lay down my life
For the love sacrifice
You gave to me
It’s all because of You
All because of You

The God I know
Righteous and Holy
The God I know
Faithful and true
The God I know
My tower of refuge
Hearts are healed
Christ revealed

The God I know
Light of the City
The God I know
Strengthens the weak
The God I know
Your heart beats within me
As You are, so are we

This is my cry
My one desire
More of You
More of You

The church He knows
Righteous and Holy
The church He knows
Is faithful and true
The church He knows
A tower of refuge
Hearts are healed
Christ revealed

The church He knows
Light of this city
The church He knows
Strengthens the weak
The church He knows
Is strong and mighty
As He is, so are we

Yes, I know. Yes, I know. He is the GOD I know.
O' GOD strengthen me.
O' GOD you are always there for me.
O' GOD you are my only. my Father.
Evangeline can depend on no one, but only you.
I leave my everything to you.
I give you all, all that I have.
All that I could offer, and all that I couldn't, I give it all to you.
I give it all to you, O' GOD
I Love You, O' GOD



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♥ Tuesday, January 06, 2009

My Complicate Life ♥

Today wasn't a bad day.
Pretty okie, just that I sneeze a lot for the whole day....
Morning till night....
Wondering who's missing me....?? or cursing me.....!!!
Just feel so irritating..
Just so called finished with my flash project, but still wanna touch up a bit tomorrow...
Want it to be perfect... As for now.... Enjoying my creamy... chocolatetty.... cake first.
I'm gonna be real fat after tonight man!!!
At this late hour, eating a super fattening dessert!!!
So sinful!!!



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♥ Monday, January 05, 2009

My Complicate Life ♥

Today is the start of school.
A brand new beginning again.
Enjoy being with Kayan, Yi Feng and Mr. Adam...
We always have lots of laughters.
Today we plan our video project, storyboarding, scripting and do some test shots filming.
Cool man.... It might be like a touture to Yi Feng.
Hahahax
As he's the main Actor. And we gonna operate on him!!!!
Cool man.... It is as though we are bullying him... but not really.....
He seems to enjoying that too....
Hahahax

Hope and pray that it will turn out great.
GOD Bless =)



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♥ Sunday, January 04, 2009

My Complicate Life ♥

What a long day.......
Went for church service today and guess what???
I was late man!!! Suppose to wake up at 7.30 a.m but then I overslept, woke up at 9.50 a.m!!!
When I suppose to meet my cell group leader, Xiaoting at 9.30 a.m and my service starts at 10a.m.

I was like so worried and felt to bad about it. I quickly get myself prepared and rush down.
But the time I reached is already 10.45 a.m....... Missed the singing part.

After service went to my aunt's house to meet my family, my aunts, uncles and cousins.
My dad drove us to Bugis for shopping... shop here and there... ate some finger food here and there, ate late lunch at Long John Silver..... 
My legs gonna break man!!! Am so tired.... after that my dad drove my uncle home then back our home......

Celebrate my brother's birthday, his 18th birthday!!!
OMG!!! I feel so awful!!! Course i'm getting older too!!!
How I wish i'm always 16.......
Arrrgggghhhhhhh!!!!!
Never mind then.....
I shall take it easy...
Haix~~~

Oh man!! No more holidays!!
Tomorrow starting school..... which means, no more slacking and more hardwork.... and of course not to forget, my TENNIS!!!!!
Have been slacking during the holidays... Now i'm recharged!!! Time to use them......
GOD Bless Me!!!

I'm gonna be so fruitful this year 2009!!
A brand new year.
A brand new life.
A brand new experience.
Praise LORD for everything that is going on in my life right now...
I LOVE YOU GOD!!!!



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♥ Saturday, January 03, 2009

My Complicate Life ♥

I'm so tired today......
Just came back from supper.
Went to geylang with my cousin and her boyfriend for tim sum.
Is like so extra laz.... though we crap a lot....
Didn't wanted to go.... were forced by my cousin to accompany her......
If not I am already asleep by now.
Hope I will have a good rest tomorrow.



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