Recently been busy with my filming project.
Making of models, camera angle shots etc.
Making of models is really tough and time consuming.
Have not yet finish making those models that is needed for my film.
Hope it can be done by Tuesday.
6 days more. Seems so long......
My notebook will only arrive in 6 days time.
Can't wait man.... Just have to be a little a patient.
This feel days just felt so abnormal. So unlike me.
Even during lessons, felt so empty, or maybe I am just bored of doing nothing.
Trying to make myself more occupied. Still.... don't know what else to do.
Although I know there's something that I should do, that I can do.
Yet, I just don't feel like to.
Just like something is pulling me away.
Pulling me away from doing what I am supposed to do.
Sometimes I just wonder.
Wonder what's within me, who is in me.
The one that I never know. The one that I have been seeking to find out.
I used to dazed all the time.
A blank mind.
A pair weary eyes.
Right now...... I....
I really don't know.....
Pretending to be happy, smiling in disguise.
Yet don't even know how I really felt deep inside me.
Is mysterious.
So mysterious.
Only GOD knows about me.
Only he knows, from inside out of me.
Even as GOD had know me so well.
Is there still a need for me to find out??......
