kuMikO

2010-02-19T21:05:00.001+08:00

卓文萱&立威廉

especially for you

i wanna let you know what i was going through

all the time we were apart i thought of you

you were in my heart

my love never changed

i still feel the same

especially for you

i wanna tell you i was feeling that way too

and if dreams were wings you know

i would have flown to you

to be where you are

no matter how far

and now that i'm next to you

no more dreaming about tomorrow

forget the loneliness and the sorrow

ive got to say its all because of you

and now were back together,together

i wanna show you my heart is oh so true

and all the love i have is especially for you

especially for you

i wanna tell you you mean all the world to me

how i'm certain that our love was meant to be

you changed my life

you showed me the way

and now that i'm next to you

i've waited long enough to find you

i wanna put all the hurt behind you

and i wanna bring out all the love inside you oh

and now were back together together

i wanna show you my heart is oh so true

and all the love i have is especially for you

you were in my heart

my love never changed

no more dreaming about tomorrow

forget the loneliness and the sorrow

i've got to say its all because of you

and now were back together, together

i wanna show you my heart is oh so true

and all the love i have is especially for you

together, together

i wanna show you my heart is oh so true

and all the love i have is especially for you

together, together

i wanna show you my heart is oh so true

and all the love i have is especially for you

2010-01-27T21:26:00.002+08:00

Went for a movie with Mr. Stupid after school.

Watched "It's Complicated".

Its funny and touching too...

Story was awesome..

Hahax

Had my EADEV written test today...

Careless mistakes again man...

Well... Kinda bad.. Just hope I won't flunk this one..

Gonna take my SWENG test tomorrow morning!!

My Goodness!! I'm not prepared yet....

It better not be that difficult... if not I'm gonna be dead!!

2010-01-19T19:58:00.002+08:00

Is been awhile since my last update isn't it??

Hahax

Kinda busy... Kinda lazy... Kinda feeling.... Crazy....

Hahax

Alright.... Out of my stupidity crap... Here goes some updates in my recent life...

Went for a movie with Li Wei at Plaza Singapura on last Sunday evening..

Catch the movie "DayBreakers"... Not much excitement to trigger my emotions....

Hahax

I still prefer the movie "Drag Me To Hell" I watched in the past, is an awesome one...

Hahax

Well.. Now I'm kinda feeling.. So like... To watch the recent movie "It's Complicated".

The reviews were pretty good... Gonna catch soon I guess.. Might be next week...

Hahax

Looking forward to this show...

Well.. The movie "Invictus" could be a nice catch too.. Oh no.. I can't make up my stupid mind!!

Blahz...

Gonna be away for like One and a Half month for my Overseas Attachment to Beijing...

Waiting for a last final confirmation. It will be from 18 Oct - 26 Nov 2010.

Guess it will be a fun trip though.. Course I'm going with my darling Ka Yan!!!

Cool Man!!

This Saturday gonna be real busy for me....

Gotta reach Botanic Garden by 10 in the morning, helping out as a volunteer in a carnival for the orphanage and the elders... Is like a community service... It ends around 5p.m.

After that gotta rush for work... 7.30p.m till 1.30a.m. Damn... Gonna be real tired man!!

But guess is worth the trip... Serving people is also serving GOD....

Hahax

2009-12-24T12:15:00.002+08:00

Here some updates!!

Tuesday went to watch the movie, "The Treasure Hunter" with my dearest cousin Stephanie!!!

She got the tickets for free!! Is the premiere but not the Gala Premiere one..

Sianz...

Steph thought that she can get to see Jay Chou but in the end we are like 4 theatre away...

Hahax

Jay Chou is at theatre 1 and we're at theatre 5!!!

loLz

About the movie.. I think is pretty bad. Is not as nice as I expected it to be.

I almost fall asleep man...

The story-line was bad, looking at the title of the movie, the story should be exciting and adventurous.. But... It wasn't at all.... Kinda disappointed though...

After the movie, we took a cab home.. is like 12 a.m plus lerz...

Damn tired....

Yesterday spent whole day making chocolates and brownies.. Now at my workplace TCC waiting for friends to give them my Christmas gift!!!

Hahax..

I'll start work at 5p.m till 11p.m....

I don't feel like working... But no choice..

Hahax

I'm so excited for the Christmas Service tomorrow!!!

But at the same time am pretty sad too.. As my darling Kayan might not be able to go...

Haix..

But is okie laz.. Still got many Christmas mahz.. So I will keep trying.. Never give up!!!

Hehex

Kayan is the first to collect my gift!! So happy!!!

hahax

Before I forget, wish you guys a.....

MERRY MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!

Love you guys and GOD Bless!!!!

2009-12-17T09:49:00.002+08:00

Peace will come when we let the presence of God settle into your heart.

If there is to be peace in the world, there must be peace in the nations.

If there is to be peace in the nations, there must be peace in the cities.

If there is to be peace in the cities, there must be peace between neighbors.

If there is to be peace between neighbors, there must be peace in the home.

If there is to be peace in the home, there must be peace in the heart.

2009-12-03T20:50:00.004+08:00

Well.. Today's color is black!!!

Why is that so.. I wish that I could just hide at one corner... away from embarrassment.....

Got my accounting test paper back... and GUESS WHAT??!!!

I got top.. from the BOTTOM!!!

I got 26 over 50!!!!

Actually I already expected... Or rather.. am expected to fail that paper.. well prepared...

Were pretty surprise that I actually did pass... almost failed...

Hahax

Really thank GOD for blessing me...

And for the good news!!!

CONGRATULATIONS!!!!! To my dearest KA YAN!!!!!

She is the top of the class!!!

She got full scores!!! 50 over 50!!!

So cool laz...

Got another two guys from the accounting class got full scores as her too...

Congrats to both of them too!!!

Gonna get my darling to tutor me.. Since she got perfect scores...

Hehex

2009-11-27T20:27:00.006+08:00

A successful relationship requires falling in love many times, always with the same person.

Always with the same person, but deeper and deeper every time.

Each time on a whole new level you together open in love and discover the truth of your beloved anew.

There is no limit to the beauty of your beloved.

If you think you've reached the end, stop generalizing.

I did have fun today during work.. Though is pretty stressed being a cashier but is my first experience after so many years.... Did cashiering in the past, but it has been pretty long since....

Is fun though.. Everyone was like asking me how I find cashiering today...

Hahax...

When I told them, "Stress Laz~~~" they just started to laugh...

Hahax.

I somehow love working in TCC now...

Hahax

Loving my life each day...

And loving GOD more each minutes!!!

2009-11-26T22:55:00.002+08:00

There is no such thing as conditional love.

Love is either unconditional or it's no love.

You might like someone conditional on their personality or behavior or circumstances.

But love accepts no boundaries.

So never say 'I love you because', for love has no cause, love comes from God.

2009-11-24T18:55:00.002+08:00

GOD sees us as we truly are.

A holy child of light: I see you strong and whole.

I see you blessed and prospered.

I see you courageous and confident.

I see you capable and successful.

I see you free from all limitations or bondage of any kind.

I see you as the spiritually perfect being you truly are.

Let's be truthful to ourself and to GOD.

I'm so blessed having you in my life O'Lord.

2009-11-21T11:06:00.002+08:00

Good Morning!!!!!

曲、詞：鄭楷

禱告，因為我渺小；
禱告，因為我知道我需要明暸，你心意對我重要。
禱告，已假裝不了；
禱告，因為你的愛我需要；
你關懷，我走過的你都明白。

有些事我只想要對你說，因你比任何人都愛我；
痛苦從眼中流下，我知道你為我擦。
在早晨我也要來對你說，主耶穌今天我為你活；
所需要的力量你天天賜給我，你恩典夠我用。

I watched this video this morning....

I feel so much...

So much that makes me never forget to pray.

I love you JESUS!!!

2009-11-20T19:35:00.002+08:00

好好戀愛

主唱：王祖藍 / 彭家麗

(女）我的天父，可否讓我好好地談戀愛，

不再流淚，不再傷痛，不再聚合又要分開。

我的天父，我只想要安穩地找個人來愛，

請讓我知道那個人在不在。

(男）我的孩子，難道你忘記了我就是愛，

學懂愛我，學懂愛你自己，你就懂好好戀愛。

我的孩子，何不嘗試安靜地慢慢去等待，

你就會知道那個人在不在。

(男）你是否願意相信，(女）願意相信，

每時每刻都在我手裏，沒有事情是太早或是太遲。

沒有事情是太早或是太遲。

(男）願意相信， (女）愛我的主，我願意相信，

萬事萬物都在你手裏，我教你順服，我的旨意。

請教我順服，你的旨意。

This is the answer to all who's seeking for their love.

I'm so touched after watching this.

I get to watch this video through Xiaoting's blog.

So I decided to introduced it to you guys too!!!

Few days back I had a friend who's been troubling with relationship stuffs.

Though that friend of mine didn't tell me much, but I know... I know that he's trying hard.. Working hard for something to happen.. A miracle maybe.

So I told him, Let nature takes its course.

If your fate comes it will come.. So just have to wait..

God have plans for us..

He will find the best for us..

So we just have to be a little more patience and wait..

Sometimes I just felt that, able to miss someone is a blessing too...

I enjoy this kinda feelings at times..

But at times I will feel pretty upset missing someone too....

We're just a human after all...

Small and tiny on earth.. Yet can also be an impact to the world too..

Just like Obama.

Hahax

As long as we're still alive, let us make a difference in our world that we're living on.

Let's live our life meaningfully.

Faith

2009-11-19T12:00:00.001+08:00

Faith

Faith is exactly what it takes to get through uncertainty.

Faith is not necessary when you know how things are going to work out, that's knowledge.

It's in the time of unknowing that having faith is what sees us through to the other side.

Faith is what gives us strength.

Faith is that light in our heart that keeps on shining even when it's all darkness outside.

Now is the time to keep that faith alive!

School is pretty short today. lesson already ended and is like only 12 noon now??!!

Tomorrow will be a waste of time, as only have one lesson (OS tutorial) then no more lesson lerz. The rest of the lesson is canceled.

Is like lesson starts at 9 a.m. end at 10 a.m. BUT... Guess what!!!! We have make-up lesson for the Enterprise Application Development from 4 p.m. to 6.30 p.m. !!!

My Goodness!!! How am I gonna spent the in-between hours man!!!

Though I do have some work for myself to get occcupied...

But I just don't feel like spenting such long hours in school.

Definitely gonna be a long damn boring day tomorrow man.....

Haiz

Having 2 written tests next week... Monday - POA, Tuesday - OS.

Both are my weakest module... As I have no interest in them, and they are so dry and boring to me....

Left with NO CHOICE!!!

Gotta drive myself to study them this weekend... If not I think I might simply flunk it.

Hahax

2009-11-18T20:54:00.002+08:00

Had a .Net written test today, made a few careless mistakes... =X

But not yet to fail the paper laz... Hahax

I'm a little lethargic today, no idea why....

Whenever I got nothing to do, feels tired, bored, emo, have no idea why, I will just take out the bible from my bag and read it. I always bring it along with me whenever I go....

I kinda like the way I live my life now.... Am satisfied... Am Blessed.... At the same time... I'm missing something too... Maybe the courage to express myself...

2009-11-15T17:11:00.002+08:00

Went for the morning service just now, I learn a lot, understands a lot from the sermon that Pastor Kong preached. Simply awesome.

I don't wanna live by what I see or live by what I feel but live by the word of God, deeply imprint in my heart.

In the beginning was the word, and the word was with God, and word was God.

I'm really inspired and moved by the word of God once again. I'm back, really back again... Back to the right track towards God. I will surrender all my sins, my bad habits, everything to Jesus my saviour, for he saved me.

I don't wanna be lazy anymore, I want to live my life according to the word of God.

I believe, I believe in you O'God.

I believe in myself that I can.

Believing in my dream.

Working hard for it.

Having faith is a challenge.

But my faith in you never fails.

I'll shine in your glory O'Lord.

After the service went to Orange Valley Nursing Home, an old folks home, with my cell group.

Was pretty awkward at first, as we don't know how to start of with.... So we started walking around asking about them, then play some games with them... One of the old man who I were by him were really nice, he knows how to sing and read the lyrics that I gave him so we sing along and played the games together.

Was a good experience after all. Will be visiting them again during christmas I think... Hahax

I'm glad that they enjoy themselves today and is fulfilling to see their smiles.

Hahax

2009-11-13T20:07:00.003+08:00

Happiness has nothing to do with pleasure.

We feel pleasure when we want something and we get it.

Or when we don't want something and we remove it.

Pleasure is always relative.

Happiness is absolute.

Happiness is the understanding and acceptance of life as it is in this very moment as completely perfect, because every creation of God is perfect.

The degree to which you do not accept life in all of the Divine forms is the degree to which we suffer.

Some updates for this week. . .

Wednesday went for a movie with keith after his school.

Watched the movie, "Love Happens". Were feeling pretty awkward, have nothing much to talk about... nowhere to go to... Were at Jurong Point for the movie... There's nothing much there... We just simply have no idea what to do... Conversations were pretty short... Just felt so...... Awkward!!!!

After the movie we just walk around and then went home. I really don't feel good that day....

Felt pretty bored.... After that day we didn't contact each other..... Weird ya.....

Hahax

Recently was kinda busy with my project and stuffs.... Working tomorrow, Sunday going for my first church service after so long. Will be doing some community work after the service at some old folks home in simei....

Hope everything goes well....

2009-11-07T19:35:00.002+08:00

We can't rid the world of sorrow, but we can choose to live in joy.

Sorrow is with us not because we are bad at stopping it, but simply because it's part of being human. Both will, but your relationship to them.

Just think back over the 24 hours, what had we taken hard that we could have taken lightly?

Just awhile ago I watched this video commercial.

I cried after watching it.... It's sweet in a way yet so unbearable to me...

Just so sad..... I can really understands how they felt.

The desire to be with each other.... yet..... Is impossible now.....

Just watch this video commercial not long ago....

I cried while watching it...

The desire of wanting to be together.....

It's unbearable to have to leave your love ones...

I perfectly understands how they felt....

Its just so sad... Yet so touching....

2009-11-05T20:18:00.002+08:00

http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=196399702264

Just happen to watch this awesome video from facebook...,

Was really touched by it... Just so sweet~~~

Wish them a blissful and blessed marriage.

May GOD look after them always....

2009-11-05T20:13:00.002+08:00

It's Ok....

Just rest for a moment.

It's OK....

Yes, things are crazy,

Yes, the world is going nuts.

Yet, deep underneath the stormy waves,

There, in the core of your being,

There is pure silence, pure love.

And ... it's ... just ... OK.

Thank you O'Lord.

You saved me once again.

Thank you Lord.

2009-10-30T19:52:00.001+08:00

Two weeks of school..... New project begins.... Life getting interesting......

Have lots of things wanna do...... Lots of places wanna visit.....

Pretty occupied day by day...... Am happy right now..... with what I have....

Having friends and family around is so great....

And having GOD with me, is even greater!!!!!

Thank you GOD your blessings.

2009-10-24T19:10:00.002+08:00

Back to blog again... Pretty busy now a days....

Last sunday, went out with my two pretty cousins... Hang out for like 9 hours.. drinking and eating... and nothing else.... Were at Dhoby Ghaut the whole day except for dinner at Marsiling...

Were playing that Monopoly Card game the whole day... Hahax Is fun in the beginning, but then kinda boring after playing for like 5 hours..... loLz

School starts lerz.... So gonna be busy with projects lerz....

Yesterday I'm really disappointed with someone..... Really...

I can't believe that I even cried for someone like that......

It really dishearten me...

But then I also realized the is time for me to let go......

I should live my life happier and make it meaningful......

I have been away and far away from my church now...

Guess is time for me to be serious now....

Serious about my work...

Serious about everything in life....

I wanna get my priorities right this time.....

GOD is my first priority, follow by attending service as it is related to GOD and I.

Then goes my studies as my third priority.....

Other than that I really don't wanna bother that much....

Is like I have been spending my time helping my friends... Care about them and yet they don't even appreciate a single bit.... I'm really tired.... Tired of being made-use of....

I will be re-born again....

With new goals.. new life.....

O'Lord I Love You so much.

Thank you for being with me all the time....

Thank you for taking care of me throughout my life.

You're the only one that I can depend on.

I need you now, I need you even more than before O'Lord.

I will listen to your words, your commands.

Continued to pray and believing in you O'Lord.

With you I'm able to stand up again.

Thank you O'Lord.

2009-10-21T10:53:00.002+08:00

How bad things may look right now means nothing, it's how good they can be with God's help that counts.

In life we can absolutely count on one thing

Everything can turn around in one day

In one minute sometimes.

Never try to give up, we might be a moment away from windfall.

2009-10-20T17:20:00.000+08:00

很感激這城市擁擠的交通

讓你我還能多相處幾分鐘

人潮中怕失散所以輕輕拉你的手

一刻不放鬆不放鬆

忍不住想要愛你的衝動

不確定你屬於我會有點寂寞

你給的幸福在我心中自由走動

撫平我每一個傷口

忍不住想要吻你的衝動

不確定我的執著能讓你感動

我只能相信自己感受不怕失落

關於你的一切我想要比誰都懂

我的心是被你設定的鬧鐘

提醒我想你的時間不夠用

為什麼平淡的事情現在忽然生動

是你改變我你改變我

忍不住想要愛你的衝動

不確定你屬於我會有點寂寞

你給的幸福在我心中自由走動

撫平我每一個傷口

忍不住想要吻你的衝動

不確定我的執著能讓你感動

我只能相信自己感受不怕失落

關於你的一切我想要比誰都懂

你是情人還是朋友

還沒勇氣想得太多

你的世界如此遼闊

我會在哪個角落

忍不住想要愛你的衝動

不確定你屬於我會有點寂寞

你給的幸福在我心中自由走動

撫平我每一個傷口

忍不住想要吻你的衝動

不確定我的執著能讓你感動

我只能相信自己感受不怕失落

關於你的一切我想要比誰都懂

2009-10-14T19:53:00.001+08:00

Sunday gonna meet up with my dearest cousins!!!!

But still don't know where to hang out man......

Wonder is there any nice place to go...???

2009-10-11T21:26:00.002+08:00

Just one more week to go.....

Still wondering.....

Lost.....

Turning back to Jesus......

Back to my Lord......

Lord I need you.......

Crying out to you........

Strengthen me O'Lord.......

My faith in you......

2009-10-06T19:41:00.002+08:00

You are perfect as you are.....

God doesn't create faulty life. No. Everything created by God is perfect, and so are you.

So stop driving yourself mad with endless ways to improve, and just accept the glory of your being as it is.

2009-10-04T13:08:00.002+08:00

Today GOD inspired me so much....

God has an important purpose for me, and made everything possible for me to succeed.

That's not to say it's an easy purpose, or a convenient one.

It might very well seem hard or even impossible, but it only looks that way.

The truth is that one day I will look back and see how all the pieces fit together.

And how my life has been a complete and utter success.

I really want to live my life to the fullest....

I want to do things that I love to....

I don't wanna live my life with regrets.....

Knowing GOD, Loving GOD, I'll never regret.....

2009-10-02T16:05:00.002+08:00

Having GOD's love is a gift in my daily life....

Today GOD gave me an important message....

An answer that have been seeking to many women's heart.....

That's how we grow stronger.... To love..... No matter what......

Every little part of you is magical

Even the parts that hurt....

Even the ones that are feeling disease right now....

It's alright to love what is in pain....

More than alright....

That's exactly where your love is needed the most.....

So why not touch that part that hurts and smile at it....

At yourself through it, and whisper: "I love you."

2009-10-02T15:44:00.001+08:00

I started to love this song..... It just reflects how I felt when I'm in love.

That person I used to love and maybe even......

When you have to look away

When you dont have much to say

Thats when I love you

I love you, just that way

To hear you stumble when you speak

Or see you walk with two left feet

Thats when I love you

I love you, endlessly

And when your mad cuz you lost a game

Forget Im waiting in the rain

Baby i love you,

I love you anyway

Heres my promise made tonight

You can count "on" me for life

Thats when i love you

When nothing you do can change my mind

The more I learn, The more I love

The more my heart cant get enough

Thats when I love you. when i love you, no matter what

So when you turn to hide your eyes

Cause the movie it made you cry

Thats when I love you

I love you a little more each time

And when you cant quite match your clothes

Or when you laugh at your own jokes

Thats when I love you

I love you, more than you'll know

And when you forget that we had a date

Or that look that you get when you show up late

Baby I love you, I love you anyway

Heres my promise made tonight

You can count "on" me for life

Thats when i love you

When nothing you do can change my mind

The more I learn, The more I love

The more my heart cant get enough

Thats when I love you,

When I love you no matter what

Thats when I love you

When nothing baby

Nothing you do could change my mind

The more I learn, The more I love

The more my heart cant get enough

Thats when I love you,

When I love you no matter what

No matter what

2009-08-27T17:09:00.001+08:00

Every relationship rests on three legs

~-* Accepting*-~

~-*Supporting*-~

~-*Challenging*-~

That's really it, isn't it??

You want your relationships to be grounded on accepting each other as you are. On supporting each other through the inevitable ups and downs. On challenging each other to become more, to grow, to flourish.

2009-07-11T15:23:00.005+08:00

Yoz!!! This is my latest updates after having webs round my blog....... Hahax

I went to this restaurant, Say Cheeze at Tampines One. And this is ME!!!! The super zi lian Evangeline.... Hahax

The foods here isn't that bad as I thought it might be.... Is pretty delicious...... But the serving is pretty huge... I almost can't finish the foods that I ordered..... Hahax

Here goes the soup.... I can't really remember the name for it... Is pretty long.....

Just a vegetables soup I would say...... But not a bad one.... Hahax

Here goes the appetizer... The Honey Glazed Chicken!!! Ta da!!

It taste pretty good and sweet just alone itself..... But with the fruity chunks sauces it is FANTASTiC!!!!

The next appetizer..... The Spinach and Cheese Wrap!!!! It is filled with spinach, chicken chunks and cheese of course.... This is pretty filling..... Is good for lunch.... Hahax

And now the Pizza as the main dish..... The Tokyo Pizza!!! Teriyaki chicken chunks on......

I almost burst my stomach because of this..... Is huge!!! But I don't really like it..... I still prefer Hawaiian Pizza...!!!!

Here comes the DESSERTS!!!! The TREBLO!!!!

There are three layers....

Top layer are the Chocolate Mousse....

The middle one are their specialize cheesecake.....

Bottom layer are the walnut brownies.....

Not a bad choice after all.... Hahax

I love desserts!!!

2009-06-27T20:19:00.003+08:00

Went to watch Transformer: Revenge of the Fallen yesterday with a friend.

Not that boring as I expected.....

I'm pretty bored recently..... Like things on earth, none get my attention anymore......

I love to buy things before.... but now..... there's nothing that is able to attract me to buy them.....

Just felt so meaningless.....

2009-06-19T22:19:00.001+08:00

Today is the most scariest day I guess....

Watched this movie, Drag Me To Hell......

It really chilled down my spine man!!!

I screamed from the beginning of the movie till the end.

I've watched many scary/horror movies before, but never like this one....

It really gives me a great impact. I felt really uneasy after that.

Almost vomited on my way home. I just feel a little sick.....

This movie was really great!!!!

It gives you a shock almost every minute. And it really knows when to scare you....

Is really amazing..... Now I really can feel how scary it is to be drag to hell......

So guys.... Do catch this movie if you are prepared!!!!

It really teaches you not to sin.....

Hahax

2009-06-09T23:00:00.000+08:00

Today class were pretty short, two lessons in the morning and the last two lessons of the day was canceled.

So I have some time to prepare for tomorrow's C++ practical test.

I pray that this time i'm able to do well, at least better than before....

I really think I have to work very hard for this few years.....

I have been really slacking, my state of mind is not stable, not on the right track.....

Guess is time to settle myself, instead of wondering around.

It seems like this kinda thing always bug around me....

I might be lazy to get rid of it in the past....

But now.... Is time for me to get rid of all this and go a level up....

You know what..... I really really miss playing tennis.....

So much.... so much.....

My school have lots of tennis court, even at the MRT station, I sees tennis everywhere....

It is always around me in my life....

The more I sees it....

The more I miss it.....

I really prayed....

I really want to ask GOD....

I want to hear from him.....

The answers to my prayer....

O'GOD....

Show me....

Show me the signs....

Speak to me....

Tell me what to do.....

Tell me what can I do for you.....

I really miss tennis....

Really.... So much......

2009-05-31T18:25:00.005+08:00

Yesterday, someone asked me why I post this picture in my MSN.

Today, I told that person the reason why I chose this picture and why I like it so much.

To me, this picture reflect a girl/women. To me it is an art piece.

Women are like roses, men only thinks that roses are just only beautiful, and thats it.

They pick them up and easily throw them away.

Never learns to treasure what they have in hand.

Never try to really know and understand what a rose really are, and the meaning of it.

Any living things do have feelings too.

So does plants. And so does humans.

Roses are beautiful, and they have thorns.

Those thorns are to protect themselves.

Roses are beautiful yet fragile at the same time.

They are easily hurt too...

That's why the thorns are for...

To protect themselves.

Women are like that.

They might appear to be beautiful, confident and strong physically.

But inside them, they are weak and fragile.

They knows that is hard to be protected.

They have to protect themselves.

By how?? Is to put on a mask, a cover.

Men never knows when they hurt a women.

Men never knows how deeply the hurt can be.

Men never try to know a women.

Men never try to understand a women, what they really need, who they really are.

Even when the women they love had been hurt by them, they might not even know.

That's men isn't it??

Like the rose in the picture, it bleeds.

Just like a women, when they are hurt, they bleeds too..

Deep in their heart.

Just that men couldn't see. It doesn't means it doesn't exit.

For women, they sees relationship deeply.

For men, they sees only the surface.

That's the difference between men and women.

Men are really bad isn't it??

Hahax

But those doesn't applies to all men.

There are some men out there who really knows how to treasure what they have.

Happiness are really hard to find.

Just like a piece of thin ice.

It is so thin that can be easily be broken.

After what I said, that person said he feels embittered.

And agreed of what I said.

Not sure if others shares the same view.

That's just how I feel.

2009-05-07T17:54:00.001+08:00

What a day~~~~

Guess what's so special today??

Birthday??!!! Noo......

hmmm......

Some public holiday?? Nahz.......

ermmm.......

Something special, but not that special.....

It is.......................

My Graduation Day!!!!!

But, sadly, I didn't attend....!!!!

Ka Yan don't feel like going, so I also don't wanna go...

Anyway we have school today as well.... Studies comes first laz.....

But...........

I miss my friends!!!!

They all attended, and kept messaging me why i'm not there...!!!!

Aiya.......

No choice laz.......

Since I can't afford to waste any of my time....

Sigh.....

Never mind......

I'll make sure I get to go the one for my poly......

Hahax

Didn't attend any graduation day in the past.........

Sigh.....

Today school will end pretty late.... like 8.30 p.m??.......

Arrrgghhhhh!!!!!

So tiring!!!!!

Thank GOD that my dad gonna pick me up after school....

I hope I will end on time today man.......

2009-04-24T13:36:00.003+08:00

My NYP school days.......

Today is the last day of my 1st week in NYP-IT 2nd year....

Pretty busy..... Lot's of things to catch up on..... Projects to be finish......

Didn't have much time to rest, so now having my break time to update this rotting place....

Half an hour more to the next lesson..... Boring~~~~

The lecturers here are very nice and caring......

Guess I won't suffer much here.....

Thank GOD for everything that he prepare ahead for me....

And I'm looking forward too........

2009-04-14T14:25:00.000+08:00

The photo gallery time!!

Though is a little late.... But...... Still..... The effort to upload all these photos counts...

Hahax

These photos were taken at Marina Barrage on April 7.

When for the National Infocomm Competition 2009 Launch.

Pretty Cool, my school won the 1st runner up.

With lots of gadgets and of course 1.2k in addition.

Sadly we students get none of it....

It doesn't matter actually, as long as we did have fun during the process.

After the ceremony, Adam, Chester, Yi Feng, Ka Yan and I went for kite flying!!!!

Adam bought us a parrot kite that is super expensive!!!

Yet.... Guess What???!!!

We bought a Bird that couldn't fly!!!!!

Is too huge to fly with just a little wind....

Sad to say, we didn't get to enjoy kite flying.

But I do enjoy taking photos for them...

Hahax

This is the rooftop where you can fly kite or have a picnic here.

This is the fountain.....

Sunset.....

Isn't it beautiful??....

That's the Singapore Flyer...... I Tried that once...

Not that interesting as you think......

Here comes Ka Yan and Yi Feng!!!

Ka Yan is trying feel where the wind came from???

Pathetic to say, there isn't much wind.....

There goes the parrot that couldn't fly!!!!

They are really trying hard, don't you think so??....

Haix...

There goes the bird, collapse......

The Never Give Up spirit!!!!

What a cute face...

Hahax

Still trying, finding solutions to get our parrot flying on air.....

Beautiful sunset.....

The colorful fountain....

That's Adam, Ka Yan and Yi Feng's back view.

Keeping our bird, back to home!!!

Our paralyze parrot...

The Moon!!!

End of the day.....

Not forgetting our dinner....

We head on to Cityhall for Sakae Sushi.

Collapse once I'm back home.....

What a long day.....

2009-04-06T20:25:00.010+08:00

Alright.... Now the next post after the previous....

Some photos of this few months....

This plate of sushi art do look delicious isn't it??

I made them after I am bloated, at the Japanese Village Restaurant.

Just some left over of food...

Hahax

Make a guess what it contains??

Especially that gravy on it??

Don't it look good??

Hahax

These are the flowers I made for Valentine day.

For my friends....

Flower of sweetness!!

That's what I named it...

It's never easy to made that...

Efforts counts ya...

Look at this feast!!!!

Is actually a Wedding Anniversary Dinner that I made for a friend of mine.

Is actually my first time cooking all these dishes....

Those dishes just came to my mine and I just made them according to my feelings.

So I don't really have any recipes for you guys...

Is just, What's on my mind, What's goes out of my hand.

Very happy that, the couple love what I prepared for them...

They say is delicious....

And too much of quantity for them to finish...

Hahax

I will try to take note of the amount of food to make...

You know... Sometimes just get out of hand...

Hahax

This is one of the appetizer, Asparagus Bacon Wrap

The next appetizer, Potato Salad with a little taste of lemon,

and Japanese Fresh Scallops in French dressings.

Here goes to the last appetizer!!!

Salmon Balls with Mango Yoghurt Sauces!!!

Here comes the Main Course!!!

Rosemary Salmon Steak with Spaghetti in Buttery Mushrooms Tomato Sauces.

Don't they look Extremely Delicious??!!!!

Alright, that's all for the photo gallery..... Now is time to update the latest happenings!!!

I finally got into Nanyang Polytechnic in the course Information Technology!!!

That's my first choice.... Pretty happy about it.

And that means... No more slacking!!!!

What a news... Sigh.. Never mind.. Is just time for me to be more hard working...

Come On!!! I have to stop my laziness virus attacks!!!

Oh My Oh My~~~

Oh Ya!!! Tomorrow I'm going to Marina Barrage again!!!

Am looking forward to it man!!!

Is for this event that I am going again.

Hope I will have fun there....

2009-03-29T22:04:00.003+08:00

Just came back from Marina Sqaure, went there for dinner after having fun at Marina Barrage.
Is pretty cool there... Suppose to have kite flying but the weather suddenly turn bad, and rains. Though it isn't that heavy, but have lightnings. So we are not allowed to fly kite, in case we got strike by the lightnings. Hahax

Marina Barrage is a pretty nice place to take photos, wedding photos etc.. is windy there too...
Went with Ben and his church friends. We played some team building games and stuffs... I'm a little shy there. Hahax

It's been long since I went out with Ben. We do talk alot today... Joke around also... He wasn't feeling well the whole day, he's having headache yet he still stay with us. So dumb... But resposible, since he's the one who organize the whole thing.... Hahax

Had dinner with them at Marina Sqaure Food Court, didn't have much appetite today. So I ddin't eat much, kinda wasting food again.... But thank GOD that someone finished it up for me.. Hahax Is one of the church friend, I forgot his name... Opps =X And also another guy who help me too... Both of them kept saying some lame stuffs to make me laugh... Hahahax Not really that boring after all being with them... Hahax I did enjoy today's trip.

Pray that Ben will get better tomorrow. GOD Bless him.
And also the most important thing, I pray that my dad will get well soon also. GOD Bless him too!!!

2009-02-08T11:20:00.003+08:00

Yesterday were pretty lucky.

Played mahjong with my cousins till 12 plus. Won 13 bucks.

Hehehex

All thanks to my uncle and my cousin who helped me out.

I'm not really good at it though. Still learning to be a pro.

Hahahax

Will be meeting Yi Feng and Chester later in the afternoon.

Going for some gift shopping.

Hope I can find something later~

2009-01-23T22:54:00.002+08:00

A little tired, after filming and stuffs.

Left school around 4 p.m. Went down to Raffles City with Kayan and Yifeng.

Shop around and found some interesting stuffs. Already know what to get for Mr. Adam and Kayan. As Kayan's birthday is round the corner and Adam's birthday is the same month as mine!!!

Hehehehehex

After some window shopping, we settle down at the some food court, can't recall the actual name.

Discuss on some stuffs... Topic on Music related. Not gonna reveal any. Secrets!!!

Sat there for an hour plus, received Adam's call, went to meet him at Funan IT Mall, get a Targus backpack from there, a gift from Adam then we have our dinner at the mall.

Really have to thanks Adam for this gift, an expensive and precious gift.

I really like it a lot. Really appreciate that.

I thank GOD for answering my prayers and blessing Adam.

May he stay happy and healthy always.

GOD Bless him.

2009-01-21T21:03:00.002+08:00

Yeppie yeppie yeppie Wooooo~~~

So cool so cool!!!

My precious notebook finally arrived!!!

Beautiful baby. Yes.. It is my baby now....

Hehex

Can't describe how I felt right now..

The excitement and all... I really thank GOD for everything.

Thank GOD for this baby.

Thank GOD for blessing me. Though O'GOD you put me in difficult situations sometimes.

I know. I know you wanna test me.

Sometimes I have let you down.

Sometimes I have dissapoint you.

Yet, O'GOD you still love me so much.

Yet, O'GOD you still blessed me so much.

I have no more complains.

I have no more doubts.

You're my all in all.

My GOD forever.

My Father forever.

Thank you O'GOD.

For everything.

I believe.

Yes, I believe.

In you I believe.

2009-01-16T21:02:00.003+08:00

I am feeling good today.

Heart melts away today.

Touches me so much. So much....

O' GOD is you. Is always you that melts my heart.

O' GOD is you. Is all about you everyday.

I am worthy before you?? Am I really worthy for you almighty love??

I always felt so bad, so ashamed of myself before you O' Lord.

When the times, I sin.

When the times, I displeased you.

When the times, I did something that I shouldn't.

Yet, O'GOD you so love me.

Even for all the wrongs things that I did.

Even for my thoughts, my actions, my words.

You forgive me all.

You still answers to my prayers.

You still love me as before, and even more.

O'GOD you made me so fruitful each year.

You made me want to make our relationship grow even stronger.

Stronger than before.

GOD of my forever.

My Father forever.

Thank you O'GOD for everything today.

I have seen it.

Your greatest work.

Your power.

Your miracles in my life.

I seen it all.... Today.....

Really... O'GOD. You touches me today..

So much that I can't leave you anymore....

I will walk with you O'GOD.

I will Stand with you O'GOD.

Never will I forsake you.

Never will I sin against you again.

Never will I displeased you again.

I will do my very best to be the one that pleases you O'GOD.

Because of you I live.

Because of you I breath.

Because of you I am different.

Because of you I am a better person than before.

Is you O'GOD.

Is always you O'GOD.

I Love You O'GOD.

2009-01-15T21:13:00.002+08:00

Recently been busy with my filming project.

Making of models, camera angle shots etc.

Making of models is really tough and time consuming.

Have not yet finish making those models that is needed for my film.

Hope it can be done by Tuesday.

6 days more. Seems so long......

My notebook will only arrive in 6 days time.

Can't wait man.... Just have to be a little a patient.

This feel days just felt so abnormal. So unlike me.

Even during lessons, felt so empty, or maybe I am just bored of doing nothing.

Trying to make myself more occupied. Still.... don't know what else to do.

Although I know there's something that I should do, that I can do.

Yet, I just don't feel like to.

Just like something is pulling me away.

Pulling me away from doing what I am supposed to do.

Sometimes I just wonder.

Wonder what's within me, who is in me.

The one that I never know. The one that I have been seeking to find out.

I used to dazed all the time.

A blank mind.

A pair weary eyes.

Right now...... I....

I really don't know.....

Pretending to be happy, smiling in disguise.

Yet don't even know how I really felt deep inside me.

Is mysterious.

So mysterious.

Only GOD knows about me.

Only he knows, from inside out of me.

Even as GOD had know me so well.

Is there still a need for me to find out??......

2009-01-11T17:11:00.003+08:00

I am really tired today.

Slept at 3.45 a.m. Woke up at 6 a.m this morning.

Rush back home from my cousin's place.

Get prepared for church service.

Today service was really amazing. really great.

So much that I realized.....

So much that I felt.....

So much that I am touched and felt so sorry.

Is all about honor today.

Rev. John Bevere preaches good words today on honor.

I cried, when I prayed.

I cried when I sing.

All because I realized the mistakes I made in the past.

Have been trying hard to change it.

Though I know it takes not just a day or two, but really a long time and with strong determinations.

Still I will not give up, no matter what circumstances.

No matter how the difficult situations is, I will still stand with you,.

I will still walk with you, Jesus.

I will keep on going, changing to the better.

A person that will be pleasing before the LORD.

O' Jesus, help me.

I need you.

Bless me with the strength.

Strength of determination.

Strength of courage.

Strength of perserverance.

Bless me my LORD.

2009-01-10T23:30:00.002+08:00

A little tired.

A little more of..... Ridiculous.

Very much of excitement.

Hmmmm...... Mainly because I just purchase a notebook.

Is the newest model in DELL and the specifications are really good.

Spent a bomb man!!

But am satisfied, is really cool!!!

The model I get is DELL Studio XPS 16". I customized it, with a better specifications.

Due to the customizations, I have to wait for 10 days to get my notebook ready and deliver to my house.

Can't wait to touch and feel it man!!

GOD really blessed me today.

I was praying that, today, everything will be going fine, smoothly and I will not make any wrong decision on purchasing things.

Though today, did get pissed off by my dad, but still I am being blessed with the notebook part.

Of course not forget to thank three person, who went with me, helping me with the notebook part.

I love to listen to others advise and, then decides on my own after that.

Really have to thank them for their accompany, did have fun during the evening.

Am satisfied, am blessed, am grateful.

Thank you O' GOD for everything.

Things that happen in my life.

Prayers that you O' GOD had answered.

Blessings that you O' GOD had given.

The mighty love from you O' GOD.

I am so blessed.

From the first day, I get to know you, O' GOD.

From the day, I get to know your only son, Jesus Christ.

From the day, I receive salvation.

Yes, O' GOD.

You made me alive.

You made me beautifully.

You made me to change, to a better person from before.

Is you, yes, it is you. O' GOD.

I give you all. O' GOD

My life, my heart, my soul.

I give it all to you, O' GOD.

Because you're worthy. You're worthy.

You're the my light. O' GOD.

You're my everything. O' GOD.

Of all, I put you first, O' GOD.

I Love You, O' GOD.

Yes, I do. . . . .

2009-01-07T20:15:00.002+08:00

I am tired.

Really tired.

Felt so exhausted. Felt so weak.

Today, in school I happen to read some comments on Pastor Kong's facebook profile.

Is like a mini forum, with the topic "Is He Real?"

I was really dishearten when I read it. I was also very touched when I read it.

Because I know. I know. I know my GOD.

I felt hurt when i read it. seeing people criticizing, seeing people against GOD, against christianity.

I felt so bad. so hurt.

Seeing people using those hurtful words.

Seeing people hating GOD.

I really felt so dishearten.

I am also touched.

so touched that I almost tear in class.

Touched by a person.

Who really walk with GOD.

Every word he reply to those people who criticize, who is against GOD.

Touches me deeply.

The patience he had, the grace he had for the others, the forgiveness to others.

He is really a person that we people, we christian should be proud of.

A role model. a teacher that we should learn from.

I always felt so emotional, so touched when hearing this song, singing this song.

When the stage is bare tonight

There’s no one else

Just You and me

When the curtains close behind

There’s no pretense

I’m on my knees

I will lay down my life

For the love sacrifice

You gave to me

It’s all because of You

All because of You

The God I know

Righteous and Holy

The God I know

Faithful and true

The God I know

My tower of refuge

Hearts are healed

Christ revealed

The God I know

Light of the City

The God I know

Strengthens the weak

The God I know

Your heart beats within me

As You are, so are we

This is my cry

My one desire

More of You

The church He knows

Righteous and Holy

The church He knows

Is faithful and true

The church He knows

A tower of refuge

Hearts are healed

Christ revealed

The church He knows

Light of this city

The church He knows

Strengthens the weak

The church He knows

Is strong and mighty

As He is, so are we

Yes, I know. Yes, I know. He is the GOD I know.

O' GOD strengthen me.

O' GOD you are always there for me.

O' GOD you are my only. my Father.

Evangeline can depend on no one, but only you.

I leave my everything to you.

I give you all, all that I have.

All that I could offer, and all that I couldn't, I give it all to you.

I give it all to you, O' GOD

I Love You, O' GOD

2009-01-06T23:39:00.004+08:00

Today wasn't a bad day.

Pretty okie, just that I sneeze a lot for the whole day....

Morning till night....

Wondering who's missing me....?? or cursing me.....!!!

Just feel so irritating..

Just so called finished with my flash project, but still wanna touch up a bit tomorrow...

Want it to be perfect... As for now.... Enjoying my creamy... chocolatetty.... cake first.

I'm gonna be real fat after tonight man!!!

At this late hour, eating a super fattening dessert!!!

So sinful!!!

2009-01-05T20:35:00.003+08:00

Today is the start of school.
A brand new beginning again.
Enjoy being with Kayan, Yi Feng and Mr. Adam...
We always have lots of laughters.
Today we plan our video project, storyboarding, scripting and do some test shots filming.
Cool man.... It might be like a touture to Yi Feng.
Hahahax
As he's the main Actor. And we gonna operate on him!!!!
Cool man.... It is as though we are bullying him... but not really.....
He seems to enjoying that too....
Hahahax

Hope and pray that it will turn out great.
GOD Bless =)

2009-01-04T19:58:00.003+08:00

What a long day.......

Went for church service today and guess what???

I was late man!!! Suppose to wake up at 7.30 a.m but then I overslept, woke up at 9.50 a.m!!!

When I suppose to meet my cell group leader, Xiaoting at 9.30 a.m and my service starts at 10a.m.

I was like so worried and felt to bad about it. I quickly get myself prepared and rush down.

But the time I reached is already 10.45 a.m....... Missed the singing part.

After service went to my aunt's house to meet my family, my aunts, uncles and cousins.

My dad drove us to Bugis for shopping... shop here and there... ate some finger food here and there, ate late lunch at Long John Silver.....

My legs gonna break man!!! Am so tired.... after that my dad drove my uncle home then back our home......

Celebrate my brother's birthday, his 18th birthday!!!

OMG!!! I feel so awful!!! Course i'm getting older too!!!

How I wish i'm always 16.......

Arrrgggghhhhhhh!!!!!

Never mind then.....

I shall take it easy...

Haix~~~

Oh man!! No more holidays!!

Tomorrow starting school..... which means, no more slacking and more hardwork.... and of course not to forget, my TENNIS!!!!!

Have been slacking during the holidays... Now i'm recharged!!! Time to use them......

GOD Bless Me!!!

I'm gonna be so fruitful this year 2009!!

A brand new year.

A brand new life.

A brand new experience.

Praise LORD for everything that is going on in my life right now...

I LOVE YOU GOD!!!!

2009-01-03T00:51:00.003+08:00

I'm so tired today......
Just came back from supper.
Went to geylang with my cousin and her boyfriend for tim sum.
Is like so extra laz.... though we crap a lot....
Didn't wanted to go.... were forced by my cousin to accompany her......
If not I am already asleep by now.
Hope I will have a good rest tomorrow.

2008-12-31T16:17:00.002+08:00

" Blessed are the poor in spirit, For theirs is the kingdom of heaven.

Blessed are those who mourn, For they shall be comforted.

Blessed are the meek, For they shall inherit the earth.

Blessed are those who hunger and thirst for righteousness, For they shall be filled.

Blessed are the merciful, For they shall obtain mercy.

Blessed are the pure in heart, For they shall see GOD.

Blessed are the peacemakers, For they shall be called sons of GOD.

Blessed are those who are persecuted for righteousness' sake, For theirs is the kingdom of heaven.

2008-12-29T15:55:00.003+08:00

Gonna do a simple test.
Is kinda stupid~~

1. The person who tagged you is?
খ Hmmm.... Gunawan??

2. Your relationship with him?
খ Ehhhh... Friend of course~~

3. Your 5 impression of him?
খ Hmmmm...... Good question, need to think about it.
খ Smart, but never smarter than me. Opps =X
খ Loves chocolates like I do.
খ Funny?? Sometimes....
খ Hardworking?? I'm super lazy!!!
খ Caring?? Yes, he is.... Irritating?? Most of the time....
ermmm.... Hope I don't recieve complains later on.... =P

4. The most memorable thing he had done for you?
খ A Top Secret Project

5. The most memorable thing he had said to you?
খ Hmmm..... Did he say anything?? Can't remember...
খ I do remember I owe him lots of promise.... Hahahax

6. If he becomes your lover, you will?
খ Ehhhhh.... here comes the sensitive one...
খ No Comments. =X

7. If he becomes your enemy, you will?
খ I hope not....
খ If he happens to be... then......
খ He's gonna be real dead!!!!!

10. What is it that you want to tell him now?
খ Secret?? That's what I always say to him. =P

11. Your overall impression of him?
খ Hmmm... Rating 3 ˜˜˜
Don't know him well yet.

12. How do you think people around you feel about you?
খ This is for them to answer.
I don't know about that.
Hahax

13. The characters you hate of yourself are?
খ Laziness??

14. The characters you love yourself are?
খ Not sure.....

15. The most ideal person you want to be is???
খ Hmmmm.....
খ A career women
খ A good wife
খ A good mother
খ A good grandmother
খ A good great grandmother.
খ A soul in peace.

16.For people who care and like you, say something to them.
খ Thanks for everything. You're appreciated. ☺

17. Pass this quiz to 10 people who you wish to know how they feel about you.
1) Lie Gunawan??
2) My dearest cousins, Cindy and
3) Stephanie??
4) Ka Yan??
5) Hmmm... Who else?? Elizabeth??
6) Alan?? He's the same kind though....
7) Thomas??
8) Huisa??
9) Yan Wei??
10) Ehhhh... Last one!! Let me think.... Who else?? My Brother then.... loLz

18.who is no.6 having relationship with?
খ Sad to say... He's still single... hahahax =X

19. Is no.9 a male or female?
খ A male of course.... But definitely not a gay... Hahax

20. If no.7 and 10 are tgt, will it be a good thing?
খ Oh NO WAY!!!! Both of them are not GAYS!!

21. what is no.2 studying about?
খ The course, Hospitality.

22. when was the last time you had a chat with no.3?
খ Two days ago??

23. what kind of music band does no. 8 like?
খ Ehhhh... Not so sure... All genres, except heavy metal and techno if i'm not wrong.

24. does no.1 have any siblings?
খ Yup.... Now I remembered.... Two sisters. Hehex...

25. will you woo no. 3?
খ Oh... She's my all times darling!!!

26. how about no. 7?
খ Nah..... I'll never!!! He got a sweet girlfriend. A lucky guy.

27. is number 4 single?
খ Yes, currently.

28.what is the surname of no.5?
খ Oh... My another darling!!! Is Lee... Elizabeth Lee.

29.what's the hobby of number 10?
খ Basketball??

30. does no. 5 and 9 get along well?
খ They don't really know each other...

31.where is number 2 studying at?
খ Temasek Polytechnic

32. talk something about no. 1
খ Hmmm..... Is a secret!!! =P

33. have you tried devolping feelings for no. 8?
খ Nah..... I'm not a lesbian..

34. where does no. 9 live?
খ Ehhh.... Serangoon?? Shooo~~ Almost forgotten. =X

35. what colour does no.4 like?
খ Dark colors. If i'm not wrong?? =X

36. are no.1 and 5 best friends?
খ Nope... They are strangers.

37. does no.1 have any pets?
খ Not sure.. Think none. If he do have one, it could be dead. Hahax =P

38. is no. 7 the sexiest person in the world?
খ Hmmmm..... Not to me... Maybe he think he is...

39. what is no. 10 doing now?
খ Working ??

~~~~~+*+~~~~~+*+~~~~~+*+~~~~~Done~~~~~+*+~~~~~+*+~~~~~+*+~~~~~

OMG!!! The test is damn long man!!!

Almost wanna faint~~~

loLz

2008-12-27T20:48:00.002+08:00

One day ago, one day after.

Just one day ago I felt....

So helpless.

So depress.

So tired.

Yet one day later, which is today.

Just a day after I felt....

Differently...

With a little more hope.

A little more love.

And even more faith.

What a wonderful day with a great movie.

I watched a 2003 movie, How To Lose A Guy In 10 Days.

Though I watched it once, but I still loved to watch it again.

The movie just lift me up.

I felt much better after a movie.

GOD Bless Me.

Amen!!!

2008-12-24T14:11:00.002+08:00

10 more hours.

Yes, 10 more hours.

10 more hours to Christmas.

Why do people celebrate Christmas?

Do people knows the real meaning of Christmas?

2000 years ago, God gave his only begotted son.

His only most precious son as a gift for mankind to become a sacrifice for our sins.

Jesus is the reason for Christmas.

25 December was the date Jesus came to earth.

That's tomorrow!!!

What a wonderful day!!!

Will be in church in the afternoon to celebrate Jesus Birthday.

Our church will be having a drama, Save The World Operation!!!

I'm really looking forward to it!!

2008-12-23T20:13:00.004+08:00

A Foot Distance

Sometimes it's just a step away.

To reach me.

To touch me.

A step away to the truth.

One step more, one step less.

Results will never the same.

Once, I was with someone.

You saw me.

You look at him and me.

You stood there with worried eyes.

You and I knew.

Knew that our feelings for each other deep inside.

Yet you just stood still there.

Just a minute, a step backward, you turn away.

Walk out of my sight, the feelings sunk to the bottom of my heart..

Just a foot distance, yet we seems so far.

Just a foot distance, to touch my heart, yet you turn away.

Just a minute of courage, yet you just walk away.

Just a minute of silent, you drown me.

Just a foot distance away....

A foot distance....

2008-12-22T20:33:00.001+08:00

If You. . . .

If you were me, what will you do?

If you were me, how would you feel?

If you were me, how would you live?

Only if you were me.

Only if you knows me.

Only if you love me.

If, why this If sounds so deep.

So far, unable to even go near.

If your love is just that way, don't come closer.

The closer you and me, the deeper hurt I received.

Don't come closer.

Don't come closer please.

If this love story were filled with If...

I wish it will have an ending.

Only with an ending, there will no longer an If.

Our love is just an mystery.

Just like a maze.

Hard to find, unable to reach one another.

If an angel comes, granted me a wish.

I will wish for a small place, a small corner....

Just you and me.

Only that, we will not lose one another.

Only that, our love won't turn to ashes.

If is just you and me.

Our love will not vanished.

If is just you and me.

2008-12-21T19:51:00.002+08:00

Yo Hoz!!!!!!!!!

I am feeling great.

I am feeling happy.

I am feeling good.

I am feeling touch.

I am feeling grateful.

I am feeling GOD!!!

I Praise You Lord!!

I Love You GOD!!

I Love You JESUS!!

I Love today's candlelight service!!

All rather i enjoy every service through this years.

I love City Harvest Church!!

I am filled of Love today.

Love from everyone.

Love from my family.

Love from my friends.

Love from the pastors.

The most importantly.

Love from GOD.

Love from JESUS.

I Love You All Too!!!

Today I brought Yi Feng along for the service.

I am really happy that he enjoys the whole service.

Thanks GOD for everything.

I pray that, this christmas, everyone will be blessed in God's kingdom.

2008-12-20T22:54:00.003+08:00

Huufffffffffffff~~~~~

Am tired..

Just came back from the musical.

It turns out pretty okie~~

It wasn't a big church...

Everyone were very friendly there.

Makes me feel warm.

Tomorrow will be going for my own church service, the CandleLight Services!!!!

Always my favourite!!

I love my church, City Harvest!!

But before the early morning service, will be going for blood donation which is a super early morning.

Hahahax

I hope everything will turns out fine tomorrow..

I miss all the people there.

Thank GOD for everything I have now.

My family, the friends, the happenings in my life, the blessings, all and all.

Thank you O' GOD for everything.

Thanks for being in my life.

Thanks for your love.

Thanks for blessing my family and I each and everyday.

I Love You, O' GOD.

Amen!!!

2008-12-19T18:38:00.002+08:00

Tomorrow. . .

Yes, is tomorrow.....

20 December. . . . . . .

Will be going for a musical organized by Zion Presbyterian Church.

Is the church that my friend, Yan Wei goes to.

Will be going with Yan Wei of course, and one other friend Yi Feng.

Two guys one girl??

Cool isn't it??

My bodyguards??!!

Hahahax

Hope is not awkward for both of them, they don't know each other.

Friends always starts with communication isn't it??

I'll make sure they talk like nobody business.

Hahahax

Hope it will be fun tomorrow.

Really can't wait to watch the musical!!!

Wonder what message will i received from God there....??

Miss Misss~~~

2008-12-18T20:35:00.000+08:00

What a wet day~

Why is that so??

I think my room is flooded.

Flooded with??

With all my tears!!

Was touched by one of my friend's work.

Watched Miss No Good, a taiwanese drama.

I feel really emotional while watching this drama.

Every scene, every expression... just irritates my watery eyes.

And guess what??

I'm gonna watch the final episode!!

I hope I won''t flood my house.

Opps =X

2008-12-18T13:57:00.000+08:00

Some people complain that God has put thorns on roses,

While others praise God for putting roses among thorns.

The view point is very deep.

What view point we take at any point in our life,

Decides our thoughts, actions and our destiny.

2008-12-17T21:20:00.000+08:00

What lies behind us,

What lies before us,

Are tiny matters compared to,

What lies WITHIN US.

-Ralph Waldo Emerson

2008-07-12T17:10:00.001+08:00

After so long, I realized that I haven been on blogging for ages!!

When was my last update??

Hmmm.... May 21??

Is already July now!!

July is my month!!

The month that I were born.

Gonna catch a magic show this month.

Hope it is really worth watching.

Am excited for it!!

Is just next friday!!

Everything seems to be moving in fast pace.

Am I catching up??

Or am just lacking behind??

I think.....

Am stuck somewhere in the middle of the journey.

And have been stuck there for so long.

I have to find ways to move forward isn't it??

Trying to.

And still trying.

Sometimes things just goes like that without you knowing, unexpectedly.

But why??

Are we suppose to simply follow the flow??

Or just kept thinking and worrying what will happen next, consequences.

Life is full of questions isn't it??

So... Who are there to answers all our doubts??

Is only GOD!!

Who have the answers to all things.

Am believing, still believing...

Believing in him.

The only one that I can rely on.

No matter what.

I miss him.

I love him.

I call him.

I worship him.

My Lord.

2008-05-21T21:04:00.000+08:00

I felt so screw up.

I don't understand.

Or I just don't want to know.

No longer know.

What's on my mind.

Where's my heart.

I don't know.

No longer know.

Felt so far away.

Who am I.

I really don't know.

No longer know.

So far away.

From me, myself and I.

Originality of me.

Unable to seek.

Where am I now.

I don't know.

Feelings hidden deep inside.

Inside of nowhere.

Faking.

A smile.

A laugh.

Facial expression.

Lost of self.

Tearing.

Floods my whole.

Whole Life.

Whole Self.

Whole Mind.

Whole Heart.

Is there an end.

Is there a door.

For me to walk out this miserable state.

Am tired.

Unable to stand any longer.

Am done.

I surrender.

Je veux juste être heureux. Cela difficile ?

2008-05-18T19:06:00.000+08:00

Today was really tiring.
Went to Marine Parade to meet my aunts & cousins.
While waiting, I went to the Borders to pick up some books to read.
Was attracted to this book that teaches us how to say No.
Was really a good book. Didn't have the time to finish it, wanted to buy but wasn't the right timing because my relatives already reached.
After that we walk to East Coast.
Rent Roller Blade, we already got our own bike so don't have to rent anymore bike.
The shoes really pissed me off today.
It was just so tight!!
The size was right.
But just that tighten up thing was super tight.
Have no choice but to tighten it, if not will lose control.
In the end I got myself blisters!!
Damn it!!
Damn pain laz. .
I still need to play tennis on tuesday der lorz. .
Arrgghhh!!!
After the 1 hour plus of torturing.
Went to cycling.
Was really cooling man. . With the wind keep blowing, but the bad thing is, it messes up your hair.
Hahax

After doing some workout is time for me to rest.
Sat at the pinic area, where we put our stuffs.
Had some finger food.
Play poker with cousin.
Hahax

Now at my cousin's place.
Drinking Barley.
Had sore throat.
GOD Bless me!!

Still have my actionscript to do.
Haven finish solving the code.
I hate coding now.
Pisses me off man!!

But still will not give up.
Cause I can't jusr give up like that.
Perseverence is the key.

-An ordinary No which begins with No and ends with No, a positive No begins with Yes and ends with Yes.-

2008-05-17T18:51:00.000+08:00

At home fixing my cousin's notebook.
Help him to install some programs and stuffs.
Nothing much to do today.
Just waiting for tomorrow's event!!
Will be going cycling with my parents and brother.
Hope will enjoy myself tomorrow.
Wanted to go HongKong Cafe, the branch at East Coast, just beside McDonalds.
Wanted to have a cooling Mango King after cycling.
That will be great!!

Just now watched my favourite drama, Dreams Link.
Really felt very touched, especially the main actress learned 10 languages of "I Love You" from 10 different countries and say all together one by one to the main actor.
In Provence, France.
A beautiful place.
How I wish I'm there right now.

2008-05-11T08:50:00.000+08:00

It was a sudden thing.
Just feel like blogging.
Haven been updating this pathetic blog.
Was just simply busy and lazy.
Nothing much happen recently.
With projects going on and on.
Getting more and more tired each day.
Sleeping earlier and earlier day by day.
Felt so meaningless passing each day.
Concentrating, still trying.
Misunderstanding always happens around me.
Keep on explaining, on and on.

Having some time to think.
In a classy cafe beside the library.
Sitting at a corner, that no one will notice.
With a cup of fragrance tea.
And a book on hands for me to read.
Just got my racket re-string.
With a new over grip.
Thanks to Coach Dennis.
He spent his sunday to help me with my racket.
He gave me a big discount.
Felt bad about it.
So decided to give him a treat to thank him.
Probably his favourite buffet.
But have to wait till he get back from a trip to somewhere.
Can't recall what place it is.

Thomas got into the TENNIS school team in Temasek Polytechnic.
That was really cool.
Two days of training per week.
Four hours per day.
Was really tough.
But he should be fine.
He'll be better and better.
Can't wait for POL-ITE.
Wanna see how Benjamin and Thomas gonna play.
Who should I support??
If they are having a match??
Although the probability of it happening is low.
But I think I'll support Benjamin.
Because he needs supporters.
Thomas is independent, he don't need supporters.
But I'll still support both of them in my heart.
Because both are my friends.
There won't be any losers to me.
Both of them are all winners.
No matter is the start of the game or the end of the game.
They're all winners to me.
They will play their best.
With all their efforts.
They will be very charming on that day.
All tennis players are charming.
Hahax
Wanna get to know any Tennis players??
Look for me.
Hahax
Selling of their numbers??
One digit cost 50 bucks.
Hahax
Well train by Mr. Adam and Mr. Chester.
Hahax

2008-04-20T10:53:00.000+08:00

Please Speak

Gossips, truth, lies

Are in fact very frightening

Like sweet dreams, all are flattering, but the truth is left behind

Though words could be true or false

Feelings are hard to beautify and deceive

Passionate words, if lacking honesty, are just rubbish

Hope, hope you will not get hurt

Hope you will not get hurt

Hope you will not get hurt again

What I could say, I will say

Say it, I will say it

Please don't randomly guess and be wounded

If your heart feels secure and won't mind me, I will say everything

Please, please do not wait

Please do not wait

Please, please stop waiting

What you could say, please say it

Till the end you must say

Don't let me lose hope again.

With my heart, I block all lies

With my heart, I say everything

Dreams are best kept in the heart

Feelings need not be announced

Cruel words should not become, truth has its heirarchy

Hope as high as the stars

Pray to speak from the heart

If forever obsured by fog, true love can't be seen.

The above is a cantonese song from a Hongkong Drama that I like. I like the lyrics, so I translated it to english.

The drama was really touching, emotional, it really relates into the realistic world.

I also don't know why, this song just suddenly came into my mind.

So decided to post it.

Boredom

Simply doing nothing at home.

Reading the papers, scanning my PC and External hardisk if you consider that's something that I'm actually doing for the whole afternoon?

Still thinking what will I be doing tomorrow.

Will my parents bring us out??

Even so I guess it won't be something interesting.

Have to stop all my social activities from now on, or rather minimize it to the minimum??

Mr. Adam message me an sms today, "Better concentrate on the competition and your studies rather than social matters! You're not in Mass Com. Course. Getting into Poly is your main aim."

I do agree with him about it. I knew myself. I've been slacking for really quite sometime. Wasn't able to concentrate in my studies and for the competitions I'm working on right now as well.

I've been playful recently i guess, wanted to sneak out whenever I can. Wanted to enjoy myself as much as I can.

Am I trying to be rebellious??

I don't know.

Just have this feeling of doing something different.

Different from before.

But it seems that the outcome wasn't really satisfying.

And I ended up with bad results.

Is that worth while??

Is it too late to regret now??

What had done, cannot be undone.

I didn't regret.

Because I think is really a good lesson for me to learn.

We only live once and it is better to have tried and failed than never to have tried at all.

It might be a good experience.

But don't always try the same thing again.

It won't do any help.

It won't do you good.

But worsen it.

I came out with a conclusion.

Having Fun should be keep till weekends.

Being serious at work at all times from Monday to Friday.

Saturday might do some workout to brighten up my day.

Will that work??

I don't hope.

But is a MUST.

So I better wake up.

I have to.

I'm not gonna ruin my future because of my childishness, foolishness, rebellious and stupidness.

I can't allow that to happen too.

EVANGELINE WAKE UP!!

STOP DREAMING!!

NO MORE NONSENSE!!

- It's time to get myself refocused on who am I alone, as an individual. -

2008-04-14T11:43:00.000+08:00

Today was great!!
Is that so??
Guess so??
Hahax
Really ate quite a lot today.
Went to meet my relatives with daddy, mommy at Marina Square at about 11.55 a.m. Then we head to Pan Pacific Hotel, Hai-Tien-Lo Restaurant for lunch. A table of 11, my brother came about 12.30 p.m.

Is ala carte buffet, so we just order what we want to eat and they serve. I started with some desserts, my all times favourite. Hahax For appetizer we had, Wasabi Mayonaise Prawns, Japanese Baby Octopus (The Reddish Mini Kind), JellyFish, and the Beijing Roasted Duck.

Tim sum is the next, mostly made of prawns. got scallops, fish roe also. All kinds of Tim Sum.
Main dishes are Fishes (All Different Kind), got Cod Fish, Lemon Strawberry Sliced Fish etc.
Meat dishes like, Ostrick Meat (Black Pepper), Pork Ribs, Herbal Prawns, Shark Fin, Fo Diao Qiang (The alot of seafood mixed together derz.) etc.
Got Vegetables and I order Porridge (Fish and Mushrooms) and their soup of the day.
Dessert is My all times favourite again!! Cakes and Cakes!! Fruits also. Ate lots of strawberries also. And a serving of some soya pudding don't really know what's that. But it taste good. Hahax

Really did order alot sia. especially the prawns, Tim Sum. They kept ordering. One plate after another. And for the very 1st time I peel the prawns using my hands (really rare, or just simply no choice??) Cause they have no fork and metal spoon!! So I can't peel with the chopsticks right?? No choice have to use hands. My brother seat quite far away from me, so he can't help either. And know what?? He's so happy so see me keep peeling the prawns laz. Cause I rarely do that. WTH!!!

After drinking lots of Herbal Prawns soup, my whole face turns super RED!! Like tomato. Hahax
Cause got alcohol in it with chinese herbs. Everyone was like looking at my face. So embarrassing laz. Hahax So it provens that I can't take much alcohol, am a poor drinker. So people out there!! Don't try ways to make me drunk, cause I really do drunk easily. Hahax

I really do enjoy the cakes there, especially their cheesecakes!! Was delicious man!! Hahax
I'm so bloated laz. So I have plans for this few weeks. Not gonna eat lunch for 2 weeks, except tmr (Meeting WY kor kor for lunch).
And gonna exercise like hell man. If not no shape ar. . Have, but a round one. No way i'm gonna accept that man!! I already have a round face. Don't wish to have a round body. If not i'm so gonna look like humty dumty. Hahax

2008-04-13T12:22:00.000+08:00

Tired
Weary
Tearing
Eyes Drying
Lots happened today
It really hurts

2008-04-06T11:44:00.000+08:00

Boredom
Spending my weekends just like this??
Simply rot at home
Doing nothing
Watching TV the whole day
Eyes on the computer screen
Fingers never stop typing

Suddenly felt like this, feelings that unable to define.
Life became so meaningless, doing the same old thing everyday.
Is this what I want??
Is there anything I can do??
Is this a curse??

I seriously felt so helpless, clueless.
What I can do is just to pray, continue praying.
Till I sees the signs.
Signs from Him.
I know He's there.
He's there to guide me.
He's there to listen to my prayers.
He filled me.
My whole.
I love Him.
But He loves me even more than ever.
Is Him, always Him.
That I'm able to rely on, depend on.
He knows me all, inside out.
Ever try to deceive myself at times, but there's one thing I know.
That is, I can never deceive Him.
And I will never want to.
Willing to give my all in all.
Only for Him, My Lord.

We have been taught to believe that negative equals realistic and positive equals unrealistic.
-Susan Jeffery-

2008-04-04T05:00:00.000+08:00

Freezing Under The Sun
Brain Sleeping
Eyes Closing
Hands Stoning

In This Beautiful SUN COT
Turning Into A Penguin
Phenomenon

Think of what you have rather than what you lack.
Of the things you have, select the best, and then reflect how eagerly you would have sought them if you did not have them.
-Marcus Aurelius-

2008-03-31T02:53:00.000+08:00

Its been quite some time since my last update I guess.
Am I busy??
Or just simply too lazy??
Isn't so. . .

I have a lot to say.
A lot to share.
A lot to express.
But I know I can't do it here.
Or I just wanted to keep it to my inner self.

A lot had happened recently in my life.
Relationship (Family)??
Exams??
Myself??

I don't know anymore.

Still Trying. .
Trying my best. .
To be a better person. .
That pleases my parents, myself and my Almighty Lord.

It's never easy.
Facing difficulties everywhere I go.
Every route I took.
Every decision I made.

Always wondering why. .
Why is that so. .
Why am I like this. .
What's wrong with me. .
Who I really am. . To you. . You people. .
How am I suppose to carry on. .
How can I tell what's right and what's wrong. .
True or False. .
I don't know. .

I'm in the midst of nowhere. .
Everything seems blurrish. .
What's the next step??

O' Heavenly Father, Guide Me
I Need You
Stand In Faith

2008-03-22T07:36:00.000+08:00

I'm Back!!
Back from my EMO week.

Guess what day is today??
Is GOOD FRIDAY!!
Bless Be With All My Family & Friends.

I'm looking forward to Sunday!!
Will be playing Tennis with Joyce.
Benjamin might be coming for his self-training.
Thomas, not sure.

I'm kinda bored right now. .
Still thinking about the ZOO trip with Benjamin.
Will be spending the whole day in ZOO.
Will take lots of photos I guess.
Will bring my All Times Favourite too.
Hahax

Just hope that it will be fun.
And Nothing goes wrong on that day or before.
GOD Bless Me.
Amen.

2008-03-17T06:58:00.000+08:00

Life is full of obstacles.
Life is full of ups and downs.

That's my life, unfortunately.

Walking on a journey with obstacles keep haunting.
Feelings of up and downs like sea waves.
Tearing everyday.
Tears like the flowing river.
Never stops flowing ever.
Full of sorrows.
Full of pains.
Heart bleeding.
Physically weak.
Mentally fatigued.
Tired, weary.

Will There Be An Ending For All These??

I don't know.
I can't tell.
I can't predict.

Only GOD knows.
Only GOD have the answers.
The answers to my heart.

How am I gonna survive without you, O' GOD.
I Love You O' GOD.
I Need You O'GOD.
Lift Me Up With Your Holy Hands.
Strengthen Me With Your Power.
Teach Me O' GOD.
Guide Me O' GOD.
To Be A Better Person.
That Will Please You.
O' Lord.

2008-03-16T05:50:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was kinda fun laz. . After SUN COT thinge, when to meet Thomas & Benjamin.
Went Simei East Point for dinner, Burger King.
I had the Hershey's Sundae Pie.
My favourite Dessert!!
Hahax

After Dinner, Benjamin and I walk with Thomas to Changi General Hospital.
He went to visit his grandmother.
After that Benjamin and I went home.
Was already quite late. About 8 plus when we reach Bedok Interchange.
That Mr. Gentleman, again, wait with me till my bus arrived.
Ask him not to wait with me, then he still insist to wait.
Stubborn laz!! He will be reaching home damn late I guess.
Hahax
Benjamin the Mr. Gentleman!!
Hahax.

Now having my lunch, leaving house soon!! About 3.15??
Heading to school, Playing Tennis with Joyce and Thomas.
Hope my feet and fingers doesn't gives me any pain today.
My feet hurts now man!!
Hope everything will be going fine later.
GOD Bless me!!
Amen.

2008-03-14T11:45:00.000+08:00

Back from school!!
Kind of tired though,
but still have some work to do before getting some rest.

Was rather down this few days,
knowing that I have to burn my holidays again!!
For the past two years, and this is the THIRD year!!

Having three competitions on the go.
Just like a roller coaster,
pace getting faster and faster.
One seat following another.

How am I gonna survive??
But Somehow I know I can. .
Already had gone through all this for the past years.
Immune.
I can do it!! (Benjamin's Line =p)

Just rather sad, have plans for my holidays.
But have changes due to my competitions.

:t My actual plan was t:

-Trip To The ZOO with Benjamin-
-Catch A Movie "The Water Horse" with Benjamin-
-Seoul Garden with Thomas & Benjamin-
-Cycling with Thomas & Benjamin-

All During Weekdays. But NOW, due to my competitions I have to spend my holidays in school.
Every weekdays!! Might include my Saturdays even.

t: My New Plan :t

-Try To Sneak Out For A Weekday, Hopefully Tuesday, Trip To The ZOO with Benjamin-
-Catch A Movie "The Spiderwick Chronicles" with Thomas & Benjamin-
-Seoul Garden with Thomas & Benjamin-
-Cycling with Thomas & Benjamin-

All During Weekends, Sundays, Except The ZOO. Hahax
Hope i'll be able to enjoy myself for the above.
Hope nothing goes wrong.

GOD Bless Me!!
Amen!!

Went home with Benjamin today, was raining all day long, for days.
Benjamin don't feel like going home, so he waited for me.
After my SUN COT thinge then we went home together.
As usual, he will wait till my bus arrive then he go home.
Hahax
He's a GENTLEMAN!!
A rare one now a days.
Hahax

Just called Thomas, he really scared me till hell sia. . He told me, he's in the hospital now.
I was like, OMG!! What happen to him and stuffs.
Then he lied to me and told me his shoulder bleed after he fell. And still wanted to play Tennis tomorrow.
I didn't know is a lie, i even ask scold him not to play, still wanted to ask Benjamin not to play with him tomorrow.
In the end he say bluff me derz. . WTH!!
I'm like so worried for him laz. .
How can he always joke around!! errgghhh!!

But he was really in the hospital, is about her grandmother.
Admitted today, he says is a serious case.
Felt bad and worried after the news.
I said GOD Bless Her(Grandmother) and told Thomas to take good care of her.
Just have to pray hard.
Her grandmother will get well soon.
With GOD's blessing!!

O' Heavenly Father, May You Be With Thomas's Grandmother.
May The Holy Spirit Touches Her, Heals Her.
O' GOD May You Strengthen Her With Your Power.
O' GOD Bless Her.
Bless Her With Her Health.
May She Get well Soon With Your Blessings.
Amen!!

2008-03-14T02:34:00.000+08:00

A boy was watching his grandmother write a letter.

At one point, he asked: "Are you writing a story about what we've done?", "Is it a story about me?"

His grandmother stopped writing her letter and said to her grandson: "I am writing about you, actually but more important than the words is the pencil i'm using."
"I hope you will be like this pencil when you grow up."

Intrigued, the boy looked at the pencil.

"It didnt seem very special."
"But its just like any pencil i've ever seen!''

That depends on how you look at things.

It has five qualities which, if u manage to hang on to them, will make you a person who is always at peace with the world.

'First quality: You are capable of great things,but you must never forget there is a hand guiding your steps.
we call that hand God, and he always guides us according to his will.

'Second quality: Now and then, I have to stop writing and use a sharpener.
That makes the pencil suffer a little, but afterwards, he's much sharper.
so you, too, must learn to bear certain pains and sorrows, because they will make u a better person.

'Third quality: The pencil always allow us to use an eraser to rub out any mistakes.
This means that correcting something we did is not necessarily a bad thing; it helps to keep us on the road to justice.

'Fourth quality: What really matters in a pencil is not its wooden exterior, but the graphite inside.
So always pay attention to what is happening inside you.

'Finally, the pencil's Fifth quality: It always leaves a mark.
In just the same way, you should know that everything you do in life will leave a mark, so try to be concious of that in your every action.

This is an excerpt from the book 'like the flowing river' by paolo coelho. its a collection of short stories

This is something I found on one of my friends blog, is something meaningful, message that we should learn from and applies in our lifes.

Hope you people enjoy and do learn something after reading.

2008-03-03T12:41:00.000+08:00

Back from Kallang Squash & Tennis Centre!!
Today was a bad day with bad weather and bad luck.
Why so??

1st--->>> Everyone were late except me. I'm the earliest!!
2nd--->>> Rainny Day, Kept raining and raining.
Lastly--->>> I slide and FALL!! And Cried~~

So that's exactly my day!! What a pathetic day I had today. Haix

Woke up early to meet Huda at 9.30 a.m at Bedok Interchange. Reach there on time, waited for more then half an hour. Still no signs of Huda, called her like hell, never pick up. In the end called Joanne, and she called Huda's house. Guess what?? She's still sleeping!!!! When she's supposed to meet me at 9.30 a.m!! And she's the lastest to reach kallang, obviously~

In the end I went there alone. Waited for like another 15 minutes for Joanne and Denise at Kallang McDonalds. Wait for them to finish their breakfast. When we are all done, Huda reaches the centre, we decided to make a moveto meet her there. And guess what?? It started to rain!!
So we wait for the rain to stop but it ain't so!! Kept waiting and waiting for the whole day laz. .
I'm super sick of waiting man!!

So we just walk under the rain, then went to the centre to meet Huda. And waited till 1.15 p.m then we start playing. The rain stopped for awhile, but in the end it rains again, and stopped and rains again. Getting heavier and heavier each time. So irritating laz!!

Play for like less then 15 minutes, the court is wet, slippery. And I slide and FALL!!
Fall backwards, head bounce onto the floor with great impact!! Super Duper PAIN!!
Kept crying, felt giddy and headache!! Even now!! Oh GOD!! Bless me!!
Think I got a slight fever right now~ Oh GOD Bless me!!

I'm tired!! Painful!! Giddiness!! Headache!! Dying!!

2008-02-29T11:44:00.000+08:00

So Tired!!
So Dead!!
So Restless!!

Muscles aching. .
Eyes closing. .
Brain shutting. .

And still. .
Missing!!

Missing my Tennis!!
Missing my Boyfriend!! --->>> Which is my Most Beloved Racket!!
Missing my Tennis Court!! --->>> Though I hope It's Mine.
Missing Missing!!

Can't wait for tomorrow to come. Counting down!!
Hope to play even better then yesterday.
Am I able to??
Why Not??
Of cause I can!!
And I will!!

EVANGELINE The TENNIS QUEEN!!
Muacks!!!
Hahax =)

2008-02-28T13:13:00.000+08:00

YoHoooz!! It's been like a month or less?? Since my last post. Was busy with stuffs?? Or rather lazy even if i'm not busy. Hahax
Felt good today, so came to update. Play Tennis in the morning, from 9 a.m till 1 p.m. Was really cool!!
I am praised by both my coach!! Who issss. . . . Thomas!! and Benjamin!! Hehex
They said I played well today, and I had improved!! I'm really damn happy man!!
Really have to thank them for coaching me!!
Thanks Coach Thomas!!
Thanks Coach Benjamin!!
Without both of your guidience I won't be improving.
Love you two man!! Hahax
But don't misunderstood ya.
Hahax

Friday will be playing also!! And i'm improve even more!! I assure you coaches!!
Hahax

Sunday will be playing with Joanne, Denise and Huda at Kallang!!
Hopefully can make it!! Hahax
Hope it will be a fun one!! Hahax

2008-01-20T07:00:00.000+08:00

Why Do People Only Remembers You,
When They Needed Help

Why Do People Forgotten About You,
When You Needed Them .

Life Is Always Filled With Question.

People Always Seeks For Answers.

But They Never Knew,
They Themselves Is The Answers To All Questions.

I'm Glad That My Friends Do Remembers Me When They're In Need.
But I'll Still Prefer Even They Are Not.

Sometimes It Feels Hurt.

When A Friend Who Never Remembers You,
Never Contacted You For Long.

And Yet One Day She/He Does.

She/He Remembers You,
She/He Contacted you.

What Were The First Word/Sentence She/He said?

Asking About Your Well-Being?
Or Just Simply Needed Your Help?

You Will Be Glad And Feels Warm,
If She/He Asked About Your Life.

You Will Be Angry Or Sad,
If She/He Contacted You Just To Asked For Help.

But In the End You'll be Still Willing To Give A Helping Hand.

That's How Life Could Be Sometimes.
Life Is Full Of Ups And Downs.
Life Is Full Of Obtacles.

But In The End We All Have To Learn To Overcome.
In Order To Step Forward.

If There's A stone Infront Of You.

It Might Be Blocking Your Way.

Just Pick It Up.

You May Throw It Away.
You May Keep It.
And Your Journey Still Carried On.

That's The Way Of Life.

2008-01-14T07:15:00.000+08:00

Woohz~~ What a bad day I had yesterday, quarrel with my mom for some small issues and stuffs. Seriously I don't know what's wrong with me this few days. . My mood just goes ups and downs, got frustrated with things easily. . Just doesn't feel good. . Haix What a bad person I am for these past few days. . I'm SORRY MUMMY, I'm SORRY GOD. .

I'll repent, repent from my sins. Renewing of mind. I need to change, Unless I change, I will never enter the Kingdom of Heaven. Always prepare for changes in order to progress and growth. O' GOD I'll follow you, accordance to your words. I'll honor my parents, and will be a better person from now on. .

Will not give up, will always try. Just like I won't give up on you. Will never give up on Tennis too. . Will not give up on people who I love and treasure, will not give up on Tennis because I love it too. . I shall be strong, in Heart; Mind; Soul. With you GOD, I'll be strong. . Because of you I lived. . Because of you I'm able to stand. . O' GOD I love you. . O' JESUS I love you. . So much then ever before. . Thank you So Much!!

Jesus
Beautiful Savior
GOD Of All Majesty
Risen King

Lamb Of GOD
Holy And Righteous
Blessed Redeemer
Bright Morning Star

All The Heavens Shout
Your Praise

All Creation Bow
To Worship You

How Wonderful
How Beautiful

Name Above Every Name
Exalted High

How Wonderful
How Beautiful

Jesus Your Name
Name Above Every Name
Jesus

Jesus
Beautiful Savior
God Of All Majesty
Risen King

Lamb Of GOD
Holy And Righteous
Blessed Redeemer
Bright Morning Star

All Heavens Shout
Your Praise

All Creation Bow
To Worship You

How Wonderful
How Beautiful

Name Above Every Name
Exalted High

How Wonderful
How Beautiful

Jesus Your Name
Name Above Every Name
Jesus

I will Sing Forever
Jesus I Love You
Jesus I Love You

I will Sing Forever
Jesus I Love You
Jesus I Love You

I will Sing Forever
Jesus I Love You
Jesus I Love You

How Wonderful
How Beautiful

Name Above Every Name
Exalted High

How Wonderful
How Beautiful

Jesus Your Name
Name Above Every Name
Jesus

*Love This Song!!

Went for today's service. Pastor Chen were preaching about FORGIVENESS~~ Today's service really means alot to me. . As I'm able to reflect about what had happen yesterday. Ask for forgiveness from GOD and my Mom. Really hope for their forgiveness. .

FORGIVENESS

1) Real Forgiveness Is Unconditional
2) Forgiveness Does Not Minimise The Seriousness Of The Offense
3) Forgiveness Isn't Resuming A Relationship Without Change
4) Forgiveness Isn't Forgetting What Has Happened
5) Forgiveness Isn't My Right When I Wasn't The One Hurt

We will never do something, If we never see a value on what we do.

Value Judged.

1) What's Most Important To You
2) What You Stand For
3) What You Are Willing To Pay The Price For

Life is 10% of "What Happened" & 90% of How we react to it.

Knowing that GOD has a greater plans for our life.

Let go of the past and embrace the future. =)

2008-01-12T11:22:00.000+08:00

Back for blogging again. . Was totally de-moralized today, during the TENNIS training with Benjamin and Dennis. Today I had made alot of mistakes, my forehand and backhand was wrong, wasn't the grip, but the way I serve and return the ball. Everything just wasn't right today. I got myself blisters on my tumb too. . Just don't know what's wrong within me. . Knowing that all this mistakes shouldn't be there, but yet it just happens. Felt like crying during the training, but I controlled. Haix Will train even harder derz. . I promised that I will not made the same mistakes again. . Will improve on it derz. . Coach please bear with me alright. . I know i'm slow. . But please forgive me. . I'm SORRY!! And THANKS!! Thanks for training with me today!!

2008-01-10T12:03:00.000+08:00

Was sO tired today man!!! My whole body ache like hell sia. . Can hardly walk or even stretch lorz. . Whole body muscles ache~~~ Wanna die liao. . Tomorrow gonna practice TENNIS with Dennis. . Joyce and Nicholas might be joining too. . Hope will be FUN!! But I doubt i'll be on form tomorrow~~ Due to the pain i'm suffering now~~ Hahax But was really FUN yesterday. . Super FUNNY laz. . With Thomas and Benjamin after the training. . Hahax Overall training for yesterday was good laz. . But I deproved alot man!!! I'm so SUX at my backhand laz. . And all the strokes was wrong. . Thomas pointed out all my mistakes sia. . So Pai Sei man!! I'm SORRY!!! I'm sO SORRY that i'm not a good player. . But I'll NOT GIVE UP!!! I'll try even harder. . Train even harder!! I will!! Starting from tomorrow, will push myself even further this year. . Will CONCENTRATE more and TRAIN HARDER!!! Must be CONFIDENT!! I CAN DO IT!! EVANGELINE JIA YOU!! JIA YOU!! Hahax

2008-01-08T01:14:00.000+08:00

Morning Morning!! Such an early morning man!! Just like during the camp~~ School starts at 8.00 a.m. and I was late!!! Late for half an hour laz. . Hahax But I'm not the only one, Jian Zhi was in the same bus as me too!! So obviously he's the one who is late with me. . Hahax As least have someone to accompany. . Hahax

Not really tired this morning, kinda start my day well~ But wasn't happy with my breakfast. . It might be too early for bakers?? Cause the bread I always used to eat wasn't ready yet!!! So SAD laz~~ My mom get a Lotus Paste Bun for me. . I don't really like buns laz. . But is still alright with me laz. . I WANT MY BREAD!!! loLz i'm a Bread Lover and a CHOCOLATE Lover too!!! I can take BREAD for all my meals. . Hahax Will I slim down like that?? Or grow fatter instead?? Hahax not sure~ Hope Not. . Hahax

Doing nothing now. . All slacking around, chatting with friends. . No lessons. . Damn bored laz. . Didin't really chat wirh others also. . Rather be alone actually. . Hahax That's why i'm here blogging. . Hahax Today end school at 1.00 p.m, BUT gotta head to SUN COT later as usual~~ ITE COLLEGE EAST is my home man!!! Stay In school, Sleep In school~~~ OMG!! Staying In school FOREVER!!! I'm STUCK!! loLz

2008-01-06T05:47:00.000+08:00

Yoz Hoz!!! I'M BACK!!! HAHAHAHAHAHX Back from my Service-Learning camp organised by TOUCH Youth. Just camp back not long ago. . After a bath wasn't sleepy like the others, switched on my computer right away. . Hahax Others were all sleeping like a PIG now!!! Hahax Wondering did anyone misses me while I wasn't around. . Hahax YES, there is people. . And they are?? My DADDY MUMMY and my beloved BROTHER!!! Hahax When he says he misses me, I was like SO TOUCH!!! Love them man. . When I got home, my mum give me a KISS on my cheek and says she misses me too. . Hahax SO SWEET right?? Hahax LOVE MY FAMILY!!! =D Hehex

Overall the camp was GOOD!! This camp wouldn't be FUN without these people around. . Which are?? All the mentors!! Especially our group mentor Pei Lin!!! She ROCKS MAN!! And all the leaders!! Which is everyone of US!! Especially my GROUP --> Elizabeth, Chiu Rei, Ka Yan, Rudy, Jia Hao, Nico, Kalu and Felix. Really FUN working with them. . They are really great leaders!!! Learn alot from them too. . I'm sure after this camp everyone will really grow. . Be it knowledge and mindset. . I'm glad that I was there. . Really I do. . Really wanna thank GOD for that too. . Thanks O' GOD!!! Thank You Everyone!!! Thank You to all my Friends. . Thank You to all the Leaders of my Group!!! Hehex

The camp was FUN and Interesting. . Gain alot of knowledge and experiences. . Got alot of funny stuffs that had happen during the camp. . Alot to to tell. . But if I goona tell you guys all. . My blog will be damn long laz. . hahax If wanna know more about the camp can ask me in MSN or call me. . hahax Shall end here. . Will update more often now. . Sorry to those who reads my blog. . hahax

2007-12-29T08:20:00.000+08:00

Back from school!!! Was early today. . Know why?? Cause Yvonne, Elizabeth and Chiu Rei wanna catch a movie. . They didn't ask me beforehand also. . So I didn't join them. . Got a lot of work to finish also. . hahax The Youth camp is near. . 5 more days!!! Is damn fast laz. . Really don't feel like joining the camp lei. . Like so boring. . Haven even prepared yet. . Kinda scare also. . I always don't feel comfortable during all camps. . Felt uneasy. . Felt left out. . So scare to be alone. . I hate all this feelings!!! Some more is a 3 Days 2 Nights camp. . Will be camping in ITE College East!!! Back to school again!!! Go for school almost everyday, even during holidays. . Camp also in school. . even worst. .

ITE College East is really my second home man!!!
Studied there. .
Spent holidays there. .
Sleep there. .
OMG!!!!
What can I say??
That's my lofe!!!
hahax

Supposed to pratice TENNIS today with Dennis. . It was canceled last minute. . Haix~ Received a SMS from Dennis saying that he can't make it this morning. . His mother needs his help or something. . So didn't get to pratice today. . Haix~ I was so excited yesterday. . knowing that i'm gonna pratice TENNIS the next day. . And yet. . Haix~ I think no one knows how I felt laz. . My mood is like, happily walking towards a place and accidently fell down in a deep deep well. . So deep and down kinda feeling laz. . It has been damn long since I had my last practice. . So ya. . just felt that when I receive Dennis SMS. . Haix~ But is alright laz. . Can't blame him also. . Just hope that i'm able to play next week lorz.. But next week got camp. . Haix~

This whole weeks just isn't me. . I just felt so EMO here and there. . Everyday, every minute, every second. . Lots of thoughts went through my mind. . Finding an answer which were no where found. . Trying hard to figure it out. . But yet still confused. .

Trying to give up. .
I have to give up. .
Just friends will do. .
Normal friends. . Too normal to be even noticed. .
Keep telling myself that. .

A friend that he would never remember??
Felt sad after realising that. .

What can I do??
Does he even noticed?? No, he won't. .
How could he notice when he doesn't even remember??
Does he really understands??
Understand how I really felt??
Everytime I saw him. .
Everytime I miss him. .
Everytime I think of him. .
Does he knows??
He will never know how I felt. .
He will never. .

But right now. .
I'm ok. .
I really am now. .
Only with GOD. .
Only with JESUS. .
With them around. .
I'll be fine. .
I'll be alright. .
I'm willing to give up. .
Knowing that he and I. .
He and I will have no results. .
Will never happen. .
I'm willing to give up. .
Giving up the feelings for him. .
To GOD. .
Knowing that only GOD are able to heal my sorrows. .
Knowing that only GOD have all answers to my heart. .
I believe in him. . Which is GOD. .
I thrust in him. . Which is GOD. .
Open Heart, Open Mind. .
Just for you. .
O' GOD My LORD

2007-12-27T16:14:00.000+08:00

I'm BACK AGAIN!!! Didn't had the time to update recently. . SoO soO SORRY for those who visited my blog. . Had a great CHRISTMAS this year!!! The first time spending CHRISTMAS with you GOD!!! I LOVE YOU GOD!! I LOVE JESUS!! Was really glad that I'm there. . I felt so touched by you GOD, while holding the candle of light. . Really I am. .

Thank you GOD for blessing my family and I. .
Thank you GOD for giving me a New Life. .
A Life started with you GOD. .
I'm reborn again because of you GOD. .
I'll love you GOD more than ever before. .
I'll know you more than ever before. .
I put all my thrust in you GOD. .
All my faith in you GOD. .
My whole body, soul, mind and heart. .
GOD you may used me as you want. .
I'm attach to you GOD. .

GOD you sent your only son JESUS CHRIST to die on the cross for us. . He suffered to redeem all our SINS. .
GOD thank you for loving us so much. . JESUS thank you for all that you had done for us. .
I love you both. . So much more than loving myself GOD. .

I shall be self-less. .
I shall not be self-centered but GOD-centered. .
I shall give my all. .
All that I had. .
All that I am. .
I'll give you all GOD. .

PRAISE THE LORD. .

2007-12-18T07:25:00.000+08:00

I'm back again. . Was kinda busy. . So didn't had the chance to update. . Hahax Now in SUN COT having "Holidays". . Sad right?? Hahax Going on Service Camp on January 3, 4, and 5. . SICT organise derz. . Leadership camp. . Don't feel like going sia. . Don't really like camps. . Hahax

Went to City Harvest on Sunday. . Service preach by Pastor Kong, get to learn a lot from him . . His said something which make an impact on me. . Hahax He said this---->>> Tradition to Transistion to Transformation. . He explain it with actions. . Hahax Stamping the stage with his feet. . A real hard one. . Loud and clear. . Hahax Wonder does his feets hurts?? Hahax Hope not. .

A guest came to share with us her testimony too. . She's Richell (Sorr, if I get the spelling wrong.), forgot about her life story lerz. . (Sorry) But I remember what she said about GOD. . She said, there is once she saw a bright light shines on her. . And she heard a voice. . It says, "I'm GOD, I love You.". From then, her parents reads her the Bible a chapter a day. .

Richell was talented in Singing as GOD's gift. . She started writing her 1st song when she was 6 years old. . If i'm not wrong. . And recorded 2 ablums when she was 12 years old. . which is her age now. . Heard her singing. . Was really great!!! Her song touches me. . I almost cried. . She was really braved. . GOD loves her, GOD protected her. . GOD keep her safe. . GOD gives her the great voice to sing and share GOD's love to us. . Thank You GOD. . Thank You for blessing such a sweet girl. . Thank You for being with her always. . PRAISE THE LORD, Amen.

Thank You GOD for blessing each and everyone of us. . Thank You for answerings to our prayers. . We loves you as you always do. . Bless Us GOD Amen.

Alright got to go back to work lerz. . If not i'm dead man!!! Hahax Jia You Jia You!!!

2007-12-15T09:38:00.000+08:00

Is holidays lerz. . But didn't have the time to enjoy. . Have to go back school for Imagine Cup project. . Today felt restless. . Felt the emptiness inside me. .Felt so alone. . I was always alone isn't it?? I don't know. . Maybe just too bored?? Doing nothing now. . Or I have things to do. . But just didn't want to?? I don't know. . I think if I had lost something today, it will be myself. . Lost of laughters, emotions, life. . It was hard to be a lively me today. . Just felt this way. . I will be fine right?? Ya, I will. . Will be fine. . Will be alright. .

Today mummy wanted to clean all walls of the house. . So I have to clean my too. . I was lazy. . Hate to do housework. . Not a good wife to be ya. . hahax I only clean those parts of the wall with some stains in my room. . The rest is cleaned by my mummy. . I just don't feel like doing anything today. . Not in a mood to?? Ya, maybe?? Moody me again?? Ya, maybe?? Trying to adjust my mood now. . Wonder how's the Tennis tournament Spex on this month. . If i'm not wrong it had started and ended. . Or maybe ending soon. . Really wanna learn more about Tennis stuffs. . Be it a tournament, results, news, skills, rackets, knowledge. . Just anything related to Tennis. . I MISS IT!!! Miss it so much. .

Haven been praticing Tennis for quite some time lerz. . Hope my skills doesn't deproved. . Was training more on physical alone at home. . Wanna be stronger. . Wanna train to have more strength. . So had physical training for myself. . After christmas. . Once christmas is over. . Gonna train more on both Tennis and physical. . Don't wanna lose out to others. . As Tennis is really something important right now in my life. . I don't know why also. . I'm not in the school team. . I'm not in any tournaments. . But yet training so hard. . Why?? I don't know too. . Just love to play Tennis. . Not just playing. . In a serious manner. . I think I just Love It. . Working hard. . Not for anyone. . But myself. . Always happy and felt good when playing Tennis. . What a great sport. . hahax TENNIS ROCKS MY LIFE!!!

2007-12-14T08:56:00.000+08:00

Yo Hoz!! I'm back to blog again!!! hahax NO MORE Test or Exams lerz. . Yeah!!! A brand new year awaiting for me!!! A new life. . Everyday spending time with GOD. . I think i'll love my life ahead. . A brand new one. . hahax Letting the past go is a relieve too. . = )

Didn't do well for todays Class test and Assignment 2 for CMath. . Studied till 3 a.m. plus. . Woke up at 6.30 a.m. Only slept for 3 hours. . But wasn't really tired at all. . hahax In fact more awale. . Maybe I shouldn't sleep too long ya. . hahax Today Hwa Foo pass me all his notes for CMath. . So nice of him. . hahax Gotta study hard the coming year. . And this time is for real man!!

Getting more fatter now. . Need more training I think. . Wanna be stronger and slimmer. . hahax It's hard though. . But i'll try my best!!! Evangeline can do it!!! hahax Wanna ask Mr. Roger to train me on Tennis. . He's Really Good man!!! Sure will have great improvements under his training. . hahax Wanna Be Tennis Pro!!! Dream on?? Maybe not~~ Must have confidence. . hahax Evangeline Jia You Jia You!!! hehex

2007-12-12T03:36:00.000+08:00

Waka Waka!!! Feeling good today. . Why?? Cause I. . Think through. . Shouldn't waste my time and energy on ***. Cause I know there won't be any outcome. . So decided to let go. . Of my feelings. . No longer felt moody. . No longer felt tired. . I'm alright now. . I'm gonna be back. . Back to myself again. . Always cheerful and happy. . hahax

Friends is always the best I think. .
No matter if you are close or far from each other. .
No matter how long have not contact each other. .
No matter how much we have changed. .
Our friendship is still there. .
Somehow somewhere. .
We will still remember each other. .
And follow by a smile. .
Trying to recall back memories. .
That might had forgotten long ago. .
And starts laughing about it. .
hahahax
~~Never Ending Friendship~~

2007-12-11T03:38:00.000+08:00

In SUN COT now. . Kinda bored, so decided to update. . Didn't have much appetite today. . Never eat for breakfast and lunch. . Wait for dinner bahz. . Still so early now. . I cried yesterday, while watching the Korea Drama, "LOVERS 恋人". Is so touching. . Think of myself too. . hahax Those people who loves Korea Drama shall not miss this. . More Details------>>>>

Cast: Lee Seo Jin as Ha Kang Jae

Kim Jung Eun as Yoon Mi Joo

Jung Chan as Kang Sae Yeon

Kim Kyu Ri as Park Yu Jin

Synopsis: Yoon Mi Joo, daughter of a village pastor in one of the islands of Korea, worked her way to become a plastic surgeon. Although successful, she needs to support 6 adopted brothers and sisters back home, so she leads a frugal life in Seoul. Kang Jae, adopted by the boss of a secret society since teenage years, is a senior member of the same secret society. He has a long-time girlfriend, Yu Jin, whom he loves but refused to marry.

Sae Yeon is the playboy son of Kang Jae's boss.Kang Jae met Mi Joo when she mistook him for her pregnant sister's boyfriend. Mi Joo had wanted to confront her sister's boyfriend for dumping her sister, but Kang Jae and his gang helped her to beat him up and Mi Joo was impressed. Their paths crossed again when Mi Joo found that Kang Jae's girlfriend, Yu Jin, is her neighbour. At the same time, Sae Yeon was being matchmaked with Mi Joo by his mother, and he began to take a liking with Mi Joo.Later, Mi Joo found that Kang Jae is the person who wanted to buy the land that her father's house is on.

She met him and his right-hand man for a talk, but was being attacked by Kang Jae's enemies. Kang Jae, in order to protect her, was stabbed. Mi Joo, despite having sweared not to be involved in people's life and death, saved Kang Jae's life and nursed him back to health in the village. Their paths crossed again in China's Hainan Island, when Mi Joo accepted Sae Yeon's invitation to have "Cha Jiang" noodles there, and Kang Jae was there to bring Sae Yeon back to Korea.

As the story developed, Mi Joo and Kang Jae found themselves falling in love with each other despite finding out that Yu Jin is pregnant with Kang Jae's child, and despite Sae Yeon declaring his love for Mi Joo and Mi Joo accepted his short courtship. Fortunately or unfortunately, Yu Jin miscarriaged and Sae Yeon gave them his blessings. However, life has more in store for Kang Jae when he found out that his boss is actually and his father, and Sae Yeon was actually not his boss's son. After that a violent power struggle broke out in the gang, resulting in the death of his father. In a bid to seek revenge, Kang Jae hurt his enemy and was jailed.Kang Jae and Mi Joo finally got together after his release.

The story REALLY VERY NICE!!! Is a MUST to watch laz. . Get to learn a lot about relationship stuffs through this drama. =)

2007-12-09T12:48:00.000+08:00

Just came back from City Harvest. . I enjoyed every services, even for today service too. . Was really great. . Although was a bit sleepy. . But I ate Choccolate to keep me awake. . hahax I bought DARS-Bitter Chocolate before I went for the service. . Is nice but not bitter enough. . hahax Today's service was preach by Rev. Dr. John Avanzini, he's the most widely-published author and teacher on the subject of biblical economics and deft-free living. hahax I'm really glad that I was there for the service. . Learned a lot from Dr. John, especially a phase that he says "As long as you can see it, you will get it." He preach a lot about Genisis chapter 3 in the bible. . About Adam and Eve. hahax I still can remember about that chapter, so I understands what he's talking about. . hahax I love one of the song sung today during the service, "You're Faithful" it goes like this:

You're faithful, You're faithful.
You're faithful, Your joy is my strength.
Always you're with me, Your hands will lead me.
My thrust is in your name.
You're faithful, You're faithful.
You're faithful, Your joy is my strength.

GOD is faithful, Will us be faithful to GOD?? I may not know about others. But I knew myself. . I'll be faithful to GOD. My All in All. . He's my strength, he's the ONLY One who leads me to him and throughout my life. . I place all my Thrust in him. . My everything. . My life. . My fate. . He loves us. . And I love him too!!! Enjoying every minute with him, building a relationship with GOD. . He's always there for me. . I can feel it. . Thank You GOD. In Jesus Name I Pray, Amen

2007-12-05T11:25:00.000+08:00

Back to update. . Were busy for the past two days. . So didn't have time to update?? Or i'm just don't feel like to. . I don't know~~ It just feels like so long. . Something missing for so long. . Might be a person or a thing?? And I know what it is. . Just that I. . I'm just trying to hide. . Hide that feeling. . Trying to decieve myself. . Telling myself is okie. .Is really okie. . Trying not to notice. . But I know it myself. . Is hard. . Still manage to hide the feelings in my heart. . Deep in. . Always wandering around the school. . Searching for it. . Something just felt missing. . I don't know. . I don't wanna know. . Mind were blank. . Dazing all the time. . Trying not to. . But only felt better when i'm in prayers. . When i'm sharing my feelings with GOD. . GOD please guide me throughout my life. . I need you. . So much that are unable to count. . GOD bless me. . Bless Us, All of Us. . Amen.

Today was amazing. . I didn't sleep during Networking Lecture. . I usually will fall asleep no matter what. . But today I wasn't. . I'm awake throughout the lecture. . Praise The Lord, Amen. Yesterday during my prayers, I ask GOD for the power to lift up my head, if I felt sleeping. I ask GOD to give me the concentrations that I need. . And he did!! GOD answers to my prayers. . I wasn't tired at all today. . I pay attention during the whole lecture. . It was Great ya. . That's how powerful GOD can be. . He loves Us. . Love Us All. . ThankYou GOD. . Thank You for being there for me. . Praise The Lord Amen.

Now I got to get back to my studies. . Thursday is my Class Test for Networking. . Haven been studying much recently. . SO i better buck up now. . Although is SO last minute laz. . But i'll still try my best!! I'll pray for my Thursday Class Test too!!! Gotta faster study man!! Cause I wanna Continue my Bible reading. . hahax EVANGELINE Jia You!!! I CAN DO IT!! hahax

2007-12-03T10:02:00.000+08:00

Back home!!! Was late again!! Was suppose to meet Xiao Ting (Cell Group Leader) at 9.15 a.m. The Service starts at 9.30 a.m. Guess what?? I reach there at exactly 9.30. . And the service was already started few minutes ago. . Sianz~ But thank God it wasn't the preaching yet. . Just singing that's all. . hahax Today Pastor Kong Hee were the one preaching. . This was the first time I met him. . He was a funny person. . And his words are powerful to me. . I really listen to what he's saying. . Every Word and Expression he made. . Is really an big impact for me. . I get to know a bit more about GOD and Jesus through him. . Is was amazing. . I can remember what he said. . Those verses from the Bible. . hahax

After the City Harvest service, waited for 15 minutes I think. . Waiting for elizabeth. . She busy with her new Notebook at home, forgot the time that we are supposed to meet till I called her. . She then rush out of her house. . hahax Went to FCBC straight after she reach. . When to meet her cell group leader. . Was kinda weird laz. . Cause the service haven even start yet so many people was standing infront of the gate. . Guess what are they doing?? They were trying to rush in to BOOK seats!! Is like. . First time see this kinda thing sia. . I don't know if City harvest to the same. . Booking seats?? But is weird laz. . hahax So the cell group leader of elizabeth ask us to run or walk faster to book the seats infront. . So I was like errrr~~ Then I grab on elizabeth's bag. . Cause I was kinda scare. . Elizabeth run damn fast man!! I almost trip lorz. . Is like so~~ I don't know how to explain man. . What's the rush sia?? hahax Never mind. . In the end we still gets good seats. . Though not so front laz. . hahax

A person named Nick, is the one who's gonna preach today. . He's disable. . Borned without legs and hands. . Kinda sad right?? But i'm not sad at all. . Cause I know he isn't too. . GOD created him this way, GOD wants to use him to tell us something that we might not know about GOD. . He's blessed by GOD. . He really is. . So am I. . So does all of us. . All being blessed. . Nick shared his life story with us. . And shared the relationship between him and GOD. . I really learned a lot through him. . I'm glad that i'm here for this service. . Thanks to Elizabeth. . Thank You GOD. . Praise The Lord Amen

Trust GOD
Have Faith In GOD
Have Confidents In God
Believe In GOD
GOD Is All We Need
Love GOD
Recieve GOD In Our Life And Our Hearts
Amen

2007-12-02T13:15:00.000+08:00

At Aunt's house now. . Kinda bored. . Nothing to do here man!!! Were chatting with Thomas in MSN just now. . Kinda worried for him. . He's dissapointed. . He didn't get to play in the coming December Tournament. . That's why he's sad. . I know how it feels. . But I really don't know how to cheer him up. . Is like I'm scare~~ I'm scare that every word that i say will make him even sadder. . Is like I wanted to cheer him up and yet I can't do anything. . I don't know what to say. . What a friend I am. . Can't even let them feel better when they are down. . I'm such a lousy friend. . Really hope that he'll be fine. . I'll keep him in my prayers. . Thomas don't be upset kkz. . There's always other chances for you to join other tournaments. . So Jia You kkz!! I'll always be available if you need my help or what. . That's what friends are for. . Keep that in mind. . Feel free to find me when you need someone to talk to. . Don't keep everything inside your heart. . Cheer Up Thomas!!!

2007-12-01T03:48:00.000+08:00

Morning!! Going afternoon lerz. . hahax like so long never update ler sia. . But is only been two days. . hahax Now doing nothing in school. . waiting for lunch and project in Sun COT after that. . hahax So decided to update my blog. . hahax Wednesday went to the seminar about Content Protection at Shangri-la Hotel Singapore. . Though the talk is kinda boring. . But the FOOD there were a delicious!!! hahax We had three tea-breaks and one lunch. . Alot ya. . Growing fatter ler sia. . I loves the cakes and the fruit tart. . I ate three fruit tart lorz. . hahax Is really NICE man!! hahax But during our last tea-break we run away~~ Felt so bad man. . Is like kinda rude to just escape like that without informing them. . Cause it was really boring lorz. . So Mr. Adam decided to leave. . He ask if we wanna go off. . All of us agree. . So he ask us go to the restroom take of the lanyard that we are wearing. . Then just go off like that. . hahax And we did!! So pai sei sia. . hahax It was raining heavily that day. . We took a cabbie to the Shaw center. . Catch a Movie at shaw house. . Cause didn't know where to go. . So decided to catch a movie. . They wanted to watch the Bee Movie. . But didn't have any nice seats. . Instead we get tickets for ENCHANTED!!! That's the movie I wanna watch man!! Watch with Rudy Ka Yan and Saiful hahax The movie is so nice lorz. . Although the story is predictable laz. . But yet still so SWEET and FUNNY!! Will regret if I didn't watch it. . hahax I won't mind to watch again. . Anyone?? hahax

This Sunday will be going down City Harvest for service at 9.30 a.m, ends around 12 noon. . After that going to Elizabeth church fcbc?? Did i spell it wrongly?? Hard to remember laz. . Anyway is just beside City Harvest. . Elizabeth church is the afternoon service. . at 1.30 I think till don't know what time. . If i'm not wrong is till 3.30 bahz. . So going to two churches on that day. . Kinda busy. . hahax after that don't know where to go lei. . Elizabeth doesn't want to go out after that. . She wants to go home. . So I have no date after that. . Sianz sia. . Nevermind~~ Can save money$$ too. . hahax Need to save up a lot for Christmas man!! Need to buy present for a gathering. . Exchange present laz. . that's what Huini say. . We will be going Chiu Rei's house to play. . Date and Time not yet decide. . hahax Then gonna make cookies and chocolates for friends too. . hahax Gonna broke on christmas man!! hahax Wanna learn how to make muffins and Cheese cakes. . I'm gonna bake them the next Christmas. . Which is next year. . hahax If I had master the skills of cause. . hahax Don't have to worry. . Sure can do it derz. . hahax Cause i'm smart!!! hahax I Can Do it!! There's a will, There's a way~~~ hehex